since prince and princess can live happily after how about us .. anyway i don force u .. and i will try to forget u in my life ..

MY DREAM COME TURE AT LAST

today i went to CE class early morning .. den saw him den i said HEELLOO to him and u know wad he reply me and said HELLO to me so happy .. den now why i could not give up .. there always some happy things will happen from no where .. and i thought he will not said helloo to me .. and i tell god i want to change my life to a whole new life .. den after bible study i went to airport alone maybe wif god along .. i don feel really lonely during the way to airport.. i went there to early so i went to buy some chocolate and a new pen ... den i sit at the mac and have my dinner and do my Quiet time at there.. all my friends ask me wad is QT means you spent time with god and talk to him .. sometimes god also need people to talk to him and sometimes he also will feel lonely.. i changing my life from today onwards.. To do my Qt everyday .. to spent more of my free time wif god and on my studies ..

MY SATURDAY AT HOME


heelloo my parents coming home tomorrow nite.. and tomorrow morning going church so happy .. really bored at home after my tuition .. today yhave 2.4km run so i get in 7th place so happy run together wif angela and nic sista lyk so funny the first few rounds we run den miss sek wad don worry .. hahaha so funny .. but i don know wad the time hope tis year can take Gold again lyk last year.. i pass 5 of my 5 batties test i think i can get it this year.. yups .. exam coming so worry but now worry le because god will help me if i don understand because god always stay close to me.. anyway now i am tired so should rest le ..

gd nite ..
chocolate karen

MY MISSING DAYS OF U

why i miss you so much every day every hour and every second in my mind why can you tell me .. u know how much i miss u .. someone i feel so alone without anyone care about only god care about me .. how about you went i sick, sadd, unhappy, lonely, careless, someone to talk to and even someone who i can tell everything to where you leave me here saddly and stop talking to me .. people also have feeling neither me also have feelings i not a toy .. even my most best friends even don't know how i feel sometimes even they know me for years they still don know how is my own life world look like and how i feel like went i sad what i do sit at a side to cry till i stop crying how i try to be a strong girl i also will cry when i was alone .. can u just lent me shoulder to cry .. how strong i'm i also will have my sad days and time in my life and i don want someone who want to play my feelings to hurt me .. i just want to find someone i like and that person who like me .. THAT PERSON IS U B_ _ _ _ _ _ - C_ _ _

Journey
by Angela Zhang/Jill Xu


It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you ... to you

heelloo .. should i give up on him i'm so tired should i let go .. and keep study and don care of anything .. but how could i forget him almost everytime saw him .. i think we don have the fate ba .. why must i think so much about it so wad if he like me or someone he also will not said one .. Should i still wan to wait for him for his answer .. should i waste my time on him or wad should i do .. anyway now i running after GOD i wan to step into his heaven to see how my GOD look like i just wan to follow the foot step of lord my father .. i know he will take care of my future and all my happiness is all on his hand ..tis wad psalm 31 [ i don't have to hind my tears from you. i'm tired of crying. i'm tired of feeling that i am alone. they are all making fun of me. some of them point their fingers at me and call me names. worse yet, others don't even notice that i am here. ] .. tis i read i 'm really tired of crying for those who hurt ppl i onli cry for ppl who have help me and not hurt me .. even i'm alone i still have my dearest cell group and coral my dearest sista who god send to be my friends ..

heelloo.. i just watch a very sad show which have a very sad ending .. why must be on christmas even he a bad guy at first but he change why they can not have happy ending but a sad ending .. wad tis why they love each other but can not be together forever and why that girl don tell that guy she like him so much .. wait till he die den cry for wad no use he will also die .. if i was the girl i will shout for someone for help .. WHY I DON GET IT .....

NVM .. WHERE IS HIM WHO CAN LET ME TO SHARE MY SADDNESS AND LONELY WIF AND CARE FOR ME AND WHO REALLY KNOW HOW TO LOVE ME


love karen

Heelloo .. yupp today have CE class learn a lot from my mistake and today have two teachers to teach onne of them is aunty aye lan and the other one is sarah .. den he went for lunch .. den wen back to church to sit there and chat wif the rest of them .. wad a tired day of fun .. hope i can go for CE class next week .. tis two week have been happen alot of things ..

YEAH.. MICHELLE coming back tomorrow morning so happy .. steffi today in church very funny one lor lyk give me a funny face .. hahahax .. den today did not go for bahasa class and prayer meeting .. yups .. so hope i have better day tomorrow ..
Bye ..


lovee chocolate karen

Heelloo .. today is swimming meet tired, sad, unhappy feel lyk crying ... anyway must not cry because i am a brave girl .. i don care wad people said about me i already try me best to swim as fast as i can le even they said me why not why not they swim la talk so much and keep saiding lyk they swim very fast lyk that .. wad is tis .. okayy .. i should not care wad people said and i running the way of god .. i having all faith in him .. he my lovely father in my life .. even i am sad he will always be there for me .. he will always love all his children and he will not get about us he will heard and answer our prayer wad a wonderful father .. i hope i will not not feel alone on my way to church tomorrow.. i going church alone tomorrow .. sad .. hope i will enjoy ..

HEELLOO .. wad a tired monday .. yups i change my song to [running after u] is lyk so nice tis song .. hahahax .. of course nice or i will not put tis song to my blog .. hope u all will enjoy tis song .. yups yesterday in CE class lyk so fun till the lesson ended .. den after that i wen to 4th level yups yesterday have my fav. song one way and tis song running after u .. yesterday i have a very wonderful day .. den yesterday after church i wen town wif my sista angela lyk yesterday we wear skirt .. hahahax .. we went to buy things for the swimming meet and some others things too bad we did not take neoprint yesterday .. yups yesterday lyk rain so heavy den we tis both girls still wen out .. lyk so cold wen we eating that time in long john .. end here ..



loveeee chocolate karen
loveed u

APRILL FOOL DAY .. wad a great day for me i have campfire at ST THERESA's CONVENT todayy its so fun and we keep lol those guys very funny one lor the guy from ganeng seng sch and catholic high sch they act lyk gay lor hahaha.. but our sch guides alot of them go st patick .. so ya i think they will have alot of fun there .. me enjoy myself there .. yups .. morning nic they bring something funny to sch they just call ppl to eat the toot-paste wif the oreal hahaha lyk so funny .. and me getting well soon i think .. tomorrow got alot of things in sch can not go church le .. sunday going church so i think he is there i hope he will talk to me so yupps hope so .. end here tired after a whole day of fun ..


love chocolate karen

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


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