Tuesday, May 31
Better Than Life
by Hillsong United
album: Hope (2003)
Better Than Life
Words and Music by Marty Sampson
Better than the riches of this world
Better than the sound of my friend's voices
Better than the biggest dreams of my heart
And that's just the start
Better than getting what I say I need
Better than living the life that I want to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is
You hold me now in Your arms
And never let me go
You Oh Lord make the sun shine
And the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all Your love
I give my heart to You because
I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You
I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You
LOVE me forever 7:47 am
Monday, May 30
Girl Guides Camp at Camp Christine This year 2005
This year we not having Uniform group camp but Guides Camp at Camp Christine and this our first time everything were have first time in life we learn how to pitch tents in the field on the 1st day and we have field cooking too .. And we cooked alot of food like pizza , Egg in the orange , Banana wif Chocolate and Roasted Chicken it should be our dinner but it take us so long so become our supper .. 2nd day in the morning we have Physical training after that we went for canoeing then at night we have Campfire everything so going fine during the campfire but i also get scolded i almost fall my tears down because i did not do my job in the campfire preparations with samantha but even i want to help her she will said i can go do other thing .. on the last day of camp my group get the BEST Patrol because of all our hardwork during the camp only sometimes they don't cooperate with me .. Thank u for all their hardwork and all the teamwork to built up and make us stronger .. and Ms Yeo said even i'am not a leader i still can be a leader in myself and guide those youngers ones and teach them thing ..
LOVE me forever 10:24 am
Tuesday, May 24
THE DAY SPENT IN SENTOSA
its so fun there today is a very nice day for sun tann so cool me now my face is like red den like cherry .. hahaha .. i having guides camp on tis friday till sunday anyway i have spent a great day in sentosa island and i have swimming to the other small island beside the beach .. me play ball today like running here and there and fall because to catch the ball hahaha quite pain my leg den like don know la because so fun .. we go there till like night time den after that we walk from the sea-side to a very cool place and a girl said if u come here wif the right person is like so wonderful so ya even is one back and one at the front .. but why he don even turn back and see just walk fast don even look back can he sometime just look back and see how he treat me .. its like no diffence throw me at the back wen i fall even i wen missing i think he also will not know about it .. wen will he look back wen i am crying in my heart .. hope we still can talk like last time we have just met the first time i miss my braclet that the first thing and i lost it like where can i still find it back .. something is not really find it back even if u buy a new one even it look the same as the old one ..
LOVE me forever 2:44 pm
Thursday, May 12
why mothers wan to give birth to us because they love us and they wan to stay forever with our fathers and not they lyk it why guy saw another girl they will fall in love wif them and married to another person did they think before why must they married at first and let their wife give birth to a baby and he divorce wif his wife don they feel guilt at all .. and why Guys out there always lyk to change girlfriends den did they think before our feelings .. they thought girls don have feelings izit GUYS OUT THERE PLEASE GIRLS ALSO GOT FEELINGS ONE PLZ DON HURT THEM IF U DON LYK THEM ... U have choose them u should treat them good and not hurt them and those guys don lyk their girlfriends tell him early and not wait till they lyk u very much den u tell them u wan to break wif them U ARE HURTING THEM and i hate guys who hurt girls .. A poor thing without a mother or a father and i will not let my future child without a father ... I hate guys who hurt my feelings but i will forgive them because God said we need to forgive and forget people who hurt u..
LOVE me forever 7:28 am
Wednesday, May 11
wad a tired day after exam .. something happen during the exam my science teacher Mr Teo so funny he stand beside karylan table and don know wad he do den one of my friend laugh till lyk so loud .. tomorrow i don have paper so stay at home study .. yupp today just change a new temp so nice i lyk it so much as well as the song .. should i listen to clarissa to give up on him and lyk someone else should i really give up on him .. should i really go for the church camp or not .. i have re-test for my CE i hope i can pass my test this time i will pray hard .. day after day wen will he still talk to me and ask me out for movie or shopping wen will it be again .. did i said anything wrong which he can not accept it .. because of a word which he stop to talk to each other wad tis i wish we could go back to the pass which he play music and sing .. i don care how people said how bad things about him i also don care because if u lyk a person u don lyk at his look but is his heart .. if u really lyk that person u will don care how ugly that person lyk even that guy is a very handsome so wad no use may be he just wan to play ur feelings lyk a toy .. i have change alot and i have grow up alot from a girl to a young lady i try to be a very very brave young lady a lady don cry wen how difficult is the subject i should find a way out myself .. now i in the darkness i wan to get out from there by myself now how difficult i will over come it and not stop at a corner and cry ..
have to sleep
love karen
LOVE me forever 1:44 pm
Tuesday, May 10
who will be there with me to watch dolphin during the sunset .. and watch the shooting star and star wif me u night .. with me wen i am sad and lonely which i don want .. i don wan to live in the darkness and need someone who can brighten my life for me and i will not be afraid and i will not cry .. who don throw me here and run away quietly who bring me me along wif him and run wif him till forever .. and who promise me and don break promise but i know he will not break his promise and will be back to find me and is after 10 years .. i will try very hard to him because i need to forget everything he did for me .. why must he be so nice to me why must him let me to fall in love wif him and don lyk me why and why he care so much for me .. why he just me to be his bester friend and i don wan to be even i am his very bester friend so wad it don mean anything to me .. why must i meet u at the first place why things everytime is diffent to me and wad i wan why i don lyk the person and they lyk me i lyk the person and he just treat me just a best friend .. I REALLY LYK HIM HOW CAN I FORGET HIM .. why every time i cry to myself but every time i tell myself not to cry for him he did not even saw it .. everyone can find a person that they like and like them how about me .. even i cry out my heart i still feel the cut in me i don know who to talk .. i so afraid wen i having nightmare who there to tell me not to be afraid and there .. wen everytime i look brave infont of u but i not even brave i try very hard to me a brave girl and not to cry .. today i wen to see doctor but i still don know wad is happen to me i so afraid about it i hope nth going to happen on me .. I don wan to live in Darkness bring me out of there i know u don wan anything happen to me ..
love karen
LOVE me forever 12:04 pm