TIRED TIRED TIRED LONELY 28 JUNE 2005





One more month to my b'dae who will spent the b'dae with me or tis year i still alone .. maybe god have a plan on my b'dae hope is like is happy on my b'dae .. why tis few days he did not talk to me is he busy or wad .. wad happen to him hope he is fine .. In sch today is like so tired and my class yesterday come a new girl quite a nice girl of her .. Many things have change in me i not the same girl in the past but i am the girl who are going for my future life .. 11 15 is the time i will meet that person in my life will he tell my the truth .. i really tired and sick today and tomorrow going check-up and maybe shopping .. U Have Brighten My Life & Day That You :] Jesus & I Really Treasure The Time With You Every Moment in my life even i died today .. because i know u will bring me to a nice place .. i really wan to see him and a smile on his face wen i see him .. will him look back or he will keep walking even i fall or he will walk beside me and Treasure the time we have .. who should i turn to wen i am lonely even he don wan to talk to me will we still talk to each other again .. I DON WANT TO BE LONELY AGAIN AND NOT AT ALL NEXT TIME .. i know god will bless me through tis hard days going each day even the wind change god love for me will not change because i know onli him will not throw me around to others .. Got to sleep ..


Sweetdreams Chocolate

BORED AND HAPPY DAY 26 JUNE 2005






A bored day in church because every one went for the parents day lunch before that SPKC , phil0 and groov dance so nice .. and after the youth dance they show some picture and word for their parents and i saw his picture he young so cute .. den after that Dawn , Danellia and me went to KFC for lunch like onli 3 of us den we went back to church and sit around so bored .. About 5 plus some of them come back from the parents lunch but they going to play soccer earlier i want to go but onli me and the rest those guys and at last i did not go stay in church till like 6.30 pm so my day in church is so bored .. i play guitar now i know how to play guitar better already .. den after that i went to my grandmother house carrying my guitar along with me home because my daddy not free to bring me home from there .. so late den reach home ..

HAPPY AND SAD DAY 25 June 2005





Quite a nice day today in church at first i meet angela and i holding my guitar to go and meet her .. we reach church den i put my guitar in the youth room den bring angela for lunch at KCF which we walk from church to KFC quite a long way to there but we talking while we walk ing to there .. after eating angela and i wen back to church and miss the bus-stop that we going to get down den we reach the other bus-stop after church den we run till church there i went in to youth room to have my guitar lesson learn quite alot after the guitar lesson have prayer meeting today is like so power during the prayer meeting .. but lin min did not come for the thing so yupp very sadd .. but i bring clarissa , rosaline and karylan to church today but i still not really happy about it because there someone missing in there .. after everything i have learn something new i prayer in all my faith and not 95% of my faith so i learn to have all my faith in Jesus because he will make thing come true i really feel so bad about it .. den after all thing i went dinner with the rest of my cell group for dinner and finally i saw the picture of that cute little dog so cute la .. but i will not said who is that person haha .. i really like dogs and puppy which are cute and friendly i really love it .. Hope my dream will come true soon and all my others wishes .. and this time i really found someone i really Treasure it and i hope he will know about it .. but i really think that i don really look at how a person look because i don care how a person look because if you really like that person u onli wan to know that he like u anot .. even some handsome guy also just playing girls feelings like so wad if they are handsome but don have that kind of gentleman at all and i think they are just like whose un-gentleman kind i dislike the most .. but now i thinking will he choose someone else or he still like that girl .. don know just let god have his way in it .. tired sleeping .. nites



love sweetchocolate karen

A VERY LONELY DAY 21 June 2005


Today have passing out parade practice but without his cheer for me my day feel so lonely alone and i have learn a new song for sign language so nice but quite sad .. i now typing and listening to the song i going to perform for national day on 30 July and 9 August so worry about it .. and 30 July is like 2 days after my b"dae should i perform or not .. do i dare to take up the challenge or i don even dare who can tell me not to be afarid about it just do my very best .. Without him do i still have the faith i me and that time i should not have tell him that i like someone else because that just going to hurt myself with those words i told him why must i tell him at first and regret now izit to late for it to turn back .. what should i wish on my b'dae ans what my wishes that i want to wish for it .. Will i treasure him as a very special one to me .. Tomorrow will i still be the lonely one again will things change tomorrow .. He really cheer me up this few days and he will be there to take up his time to listen to me .. Will the days just pass so fast or there more laughter with him .. i want to send him something that go like this [this smile is always there for you wen you are sad wen you saw it you will remember the time that we having wonderful time and laugh together and you are the one who let me have a smile on my face and you are the one who take my saddness away and bring me happiness]

THE TIME NEVER END 16 june 2005

today coral sista b"dae we went out for lunch .. so funny today the two guys hellp coral to take flower den they look like they going to propose to someone hahaha .. that two guys is ian and joel .. den we went seoul garden for lunch and after that we went for shopping till about 5 plus we rush to cornerstone for soul Revolution .. somemore i having a great time at cornerstone and i enjoy the outting wif coral and the rest of them .. Hope to have more outting wif them ..

tis part is just myself ..

Were he give me a chance or should i let go but why must i feel sad about it i promise to forget the wonderful time wif him why i couldn"t stop why wad happen to me i also don't know can someone help me .. anyway he also like someone else not me why i just could not forget the past to go for my furture why time just could not stop keep going and some time that time just stop there and i want it to move on but we really have a great time wif each other and even fun time since that time .. i did not stop him to like someone else but at least give me a chance but he didn't even hope one day he will use that note book that i give to him .. how is really hard to forget someone i really try even i it don't work .. he really cheer me up went thing bad happen to me but now he know about it he don even talk to me sometimes i saw him having praying so hard and i just wan t help him but i don know how to hope he tell me as he treat me as a friend share thing wif me .. just a very small wish .. and sometimes i think he have coloured my day and brighten my day for me and i thought he is my that prince maybe i'm wrong maybe he just a friends who god send to cheer me up and i anyhow think .. tis year i will not be lonely on my b"dae not like last year i don't have a cake .. hope tis year everything is different tis year ..





love sweetchocolate

HAHAHA i also like tis song have a very funny moment hahaha during YM and church Camp ... Call moveeee iiiittttt

CHURCH CAMP at GUOMAN PORT DICKSON RESORT
in malaysia from 6 june till 10 june
helloo. church camp is so fun hahaha we play angel and mortal game at first ben leong is my first mortal den something wrong den need to re-choose a new mortal again my 2nd mortal is Vic .. On the 3rd day of the camp i treat Ian as my not real mortal .. The 3rd day i also wen to seaside to pick some seashell and i saw a 2 Purple so i pick up and give to someone .. den we also play (the battle of the sexes) tis year lady wear Yellow and guys wear Orange and the guys call the girl Sweet corn and girls call boys pumpkin hahaha .. Den on wed we take photographs wif the whole CFC youth so nice .. and yupp the last night is like the worse night for me .. the last day of the camp we went shopping at Makota Parade, Malacca i brought quite alot of things la but i want to buy more stuff at there ...
den we on our way back vaness, grace and me like laugh for 3hrs so funny la den ben choo earlier he keep said we are mad den later he also laugh wif us .. haha .. i really like tis camp and god have change my life during tis camp .. hope next year i still can go for church camp ..

YM CAMP (cfc)ONE WAY UP

tis how the camp start our group call STEPS steps is like one more steps close to god and to the heaven.. and the both guys in my group is so funny .. cannot stop laughing .. at first we meet in church and we wen to east coast to play game den we go and have our lunch after that nite yesterday we having talenite so we acting to make it show funny to the rest .. we get into 3rd place earlier i thought my group get into the 1st place .. hahaha .. den i act like so fun to make people laugh tis the first time and tis first time is my most wonderful time in church to act in front so many people .. yups my group leader is a very nice person and the rest but i hope to know them better next time .. den today morning we doing 5 bx den we pray for our school den wen to sentosa for and very fun game we like running around and we finish all the place we need to go the last stop a verse John 3:16 and we need to shout as loud as we can and the both guy like shouting into my ear .. hahaha .. after that i thought my group will get into 2nd place but at last we get into the first place .. so happy .. den we leave sentosa for dinner at habour front so they keep laughing den the ben keep making the rest laugh .. so tired day but i like it .. i wan to thank one person that so God who take away my past who give me now .. i am sorry for the steps which i walking too many steps up .. sorry for everything i done wrong in the past i will walk with you and run after u to the heaven i will take step by step up and not walk too fast which father u cannot catch up wif me i will look back which every step i take ..



love karen

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


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