Friday, June 17

THE TIME NEVER END 16 june 2005
today coral sista b"dae we went out for lunch .. so funny today the two guys hellp coral to take flower den they look like they going to propose to someone hahaha .. that two guys is ian and joel .. den we went seoul garden for lunch and after that we went for shopping till about 5 plus we rush to cornerstone for soul Revolution .. somemore i having a great time at cornerstone and i enjoy the outting wif coral and the rest of them .. Hope to have more outting wif them ..
tis part is just myself ..
Were he give me a chance or should i let go but why must i feel sad about it i promise to forget the wonderful time wif him why i couldn"t stop why wad happen to me i also don't know can someone help me .. anyway he also like someone else not me why i just could not forget the past to go for my furture why time just could not stop keep going and some time that time just stop there and i want it to move on but we really have a great time wif each other and even fun time since that time .. i did not stop him to like someone else but at least give me a chance but he didn't even hope one day he will use that note book that i give to him .. how is really hard to forget someone i really try even i it don't work .. he really cheer me up went thing bad happen to me but now he know about it he don even talk to me sometimes i saw him having praying so hard and i just wan t help him but i don know how to hope he tell me as he treat me as a friend share thing wif me .. just a very small wish .. and sometimes i think he have coloured my day and brighten my day for me and i thought he is my that prince maybe i'm wrong maybe he just a friends who god send to cheer me up and i anyhow think .. tis year i will not be lonely on my b"dae not like last year i don't have a cake .. hope tis year everything is different tis year ..
love sweetchocolate
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