Wednesday, June 22
A VERY LONELY DAY 21 June 2005
Today have passing out parade practice but without his cheer for me my day feel so lonely alone and i have learn a new song for sign language so nice but quite sad .. i now typing and listening to the song i going to perform for national day on 30 July and 9 August so worry about it .. and 30 July is like 2 days after my b"dae should i perform or not .. do i dare to take up the challenge or i don even dare who can tell me not to be afarid about it just do my very best .. Without him do i still have the faith i me and that time i should not have tell him that i like someone else because that just going to hurt myself with those words i told him why must i tell him at first and regret now izit to late for it to turn back .. what should i wish on my b'dae ans what my wishes that i want to wish for it .. Will i treasure him as a very special one to me .. Tomorrow will i still be the lonely one again will things change tomorrow .. He really cheer me up this few days and he will be there to take up his time to listen to me .. Will the days just pass so fast or there more laughter with him .. i want to send him something that go like this [this smile is always there for you wen you are sad wen you saw it you will remember the time that we having wonderful time and laugh together and you are the one who let me have a smile on my face and you are the one who take my saddness away and bring me happiness]
LOVE me forever 12:40 pm