MY BIRTHDAY BBQ PARTY 24 JULY 2005







I really thank them for celebrate my birthday this year for me and i really thank those who had come this the first year i celebrate my birthday with my cell group and the rest i really enjoy this year birthday .. Yups today they help me celebrate my early birthday alots of them came i really happy because this year birthday because they didn't forget my birthday i really want to thank my lord father he really bless me lots he just like fill me up with so much faith courage and trust on him he really bless me lots .. Even in my daily life and i now really know how it feel went u gone missing i never want to let Him go out of my life and i want to save more people who have lost their ways and don't know where should they go after they died the best place is to heaven with God and His angles all around u .. Heaven is a place which make of Gold after u died u don't have to worry because even u died ur spirit will not died because God give us eternal life and it will last forever .. Because God give to us His only Son Jesus Chirst who died on the cross for us and he also give us Holy spirit that in us A Holy Bible that we know before we go to Heaven to seek his face .. And i don want to miss a step of His because i want to see the light of His and i want to make it brighter den ever and keep shining for him because i know he put me here is first to Honor my Parents , to Bring those lost souls back , to help others and to learn his words .. I will not give up on him even he give up on me i will still never ever give up on him but i know one thing He will not abandon us even is our own parents did that to us he will stay so close to me .. Ever corner i go he will protect me keep me safety all time and he will watch out for me .. thanks so much for His Love ..

I MISS U LOTS EVERYWHERE I GO 20 July 2005





i miss u i miss u lots do u know .. i cannot even offen saw and see u and u don really talk to me much thing really change i don even know how to change it back to the same .. i really have to stop here who can really feel how i think i just wan some one who really care for me understand me .. When i am sad he will stand beside me.. everything have really change lots i myself also cannot believe it i really that miss him when in msn talk to him also don reply or he will put away or busy .. When he free to talk to me .. i really lonely to be alone and i don wan to be alone by myself .. who really know that my heart really broken into pieces who can fix it back for me not even a missing pieces .. who will be the one who do this things for me ... I don wan to be leave alone behind and cry without a sound out .. even is their will be someone to accompany me thought those time .. I MISS U

19 JULY 2005 [sadd sadd day in school and missing him]



Wad a sick sick day in sch and missing someone .. today i try to change my life .. and i will be less to see him anymore anywhere .. i really feel very bad that day i should be a good testimony at home wad happen after everything and i let down lots of people who care for me so much and i hurt them .. i feel so bad things that i do how could i change and not making them worry at all .. i really want to talk more laugh more wif him .. i don have the courage to talk to him anymore since that day my mum went to church .. why things must change so fast just one day everything have change and stop .. will he still talk to me .. yesterday someone ask me how am i going to celebrating my birthday will someone help me celebrate my birthday different from last year .. will i celebrate alone again this year hope not so .. saddd today during PE i fall on to the ground but is not pain izit i fall down too many time in my real life its don hurts at all but i have lots of scars in me .. can it be cover up to like patch up wif something or someone will cure me .. but i have give my heart to the lord and my soul because he give me a eternal life live in this place i really thank him so much he just like a father who don throw his child around but keep his child where ever his child goes every corner his child go and care for their safety .. when his child is crying for him he will be there to isten to his child words .. He will walk to path with his child till the very end i also don wan to leave him alone because he did not just left me there and he take good care of me which really encourage me lots .. i will always run after him and turn back how he have change my life from the past he really plan my furture for me which i really appreciate it lots and is he who give me faith courage and to be a brave girl .. who give me love to his onli son JESUS give me Holy Spirit and A Holy Bible which i really very thankful to him .. And i promise to Honor my Parents and never let u down again to be a good testimony at home , school , outside or even in church i will never let u down again .. i really feel bad how i treat my parents last time i will be a good girl at all time .. yupps school really busy because lots things coming up ..

THE MOST UNWANTED DAY IN MY LIFE 17 JULY 2005




I DISLIKE THIS DAY THE MOST IN MY LIFE I ALREADY WAN TO CHANGE MY LIFE WHY THEY JUST DON WAN TO GIVE ME A CHANCE AND MAKE THIS WORSE FOR ME .. WHY THEY WANT ME TO STEP TILL THE LAST CORNER OF THE SIDE AND PUSH ME DOWN FROM SO HIGH MY WORLD REALLY FALL TO THE END OF THE GROUND OF THIS EARTH .. WHY JUST NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME AND JUST NO ONE WANT TO LISTEN TO ME WHAT HAPPEN TO ME I REALLY DON KNOW I REALLY DON FEEL LIKE LIVING ON THIS EARTH ANYMORE IS SO STRESS AND SO DISCOURAGE FROM EVERYONE AROUND ME CAN ANYONE JUST PULL ME UP AGAIN TO HELP ME START FROM THE BEGINING OF MY LIFE OR I JUST STAY WHERE I AM NOW FOREVER WITHOUT MOVING AT ALL .. WHERE COULD I START FROM AGAIN IF I WANT TO RESTART FROM THE START WENT I TUNE BACK I KNOW I HAVE DONE THINGS THAT I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE I'M REALLY SORRY TO MAKE MY CELL GROUP LEADER SO UPSAD ABOUT IT I'M REALLY SORRY SHE THE BEST CELL LEADER WHO REALLY CARE IS ME WHO MAKE HER FEEL SO DISCOURAGE TO BE A LEADER I'M REALLY SORRY THINGS I HAVE DONE WRONG .. NOW WHICH PATH SHOULD I WALK WHO WILL WALK WITH ME IZIT GOD MY FATHER MY LORD WILL HE FORGIVE ME THAT THINGS I DONE WRONG I WANT TO REALLY CHANGE IT AND NOT JUST SAID ABOUT IT .. SHOULD I STOP GOING TO CHURCH OR SHOULD I GO AND JESUS WILL CHANGE MY LIFE TO A BETTER ONE DEN EVER .. WHO WILL REALLY BE THE BEST BUT NOT THE GOOD FOR ME I WANT TO CHANDE MY ATTITUDE BETWEEN MY PARENTS to be a good girl .. will they forgive me not being a good child this few months .. i really sorry about it .. i really feel bad about it . I REALLY SORRY SORRY

CELL GOURP OUTTING DAY AND YOUTH DAY .. 4 JULY 2005





We went sentosa today and now i am super tann so cool i like the colour of my skin haha .. We in the morning steffi and me waiting for the rest at MRT and saw those guys who are shaunster that my boss and his 3 Tambies which are gaius, ian and nelson .. And one more group is Hosea cell group .. Went we saw them they are on their way going to sentosa ya everytime the meet at 9 o'clock one but my cell meet at 10 o'clock hahaha but we still got alot of fun there we play volleyball and captain-ball and like i fall onto the sand my leg so pain but evermind i still enjoy and my cell take some photo very nice but i have not send into my computer because now i am so tired .. den after sentosa we went harbour-front food-court for dinner because the leaders need to leave early to church after they left only have kin chun , DJ , Ian , Gaius , steffi , vaness , vaness brother and me .. We take the same train back den some stop at the next stop left Gaius, Ian, DJ and two Girls .. den the gaius keep making people laugh la and keep playing will that basketball and keep call steffi and i to stop at the same stop as them and that Ian sit there like it snowing in the MRT not even cold i am so hot after the sun tann maybe he did not sun tann that why he cold haha .. and before they get down the train hthat gaius keep want to see my feet nail because i paint it and he like force me but at last i win haha he quite a nice and funny guy .. Ian and ben leong is like the best brother and they like blur blur one funny type hahaha .. nelson is those playful type .. that all i know about so far .. Today is like so happy having this outting hope there are more outting coming up plan by my cell group .. i think the next outting should coming up soon because we like planing where to go after the sentosa outting .. Yupp before the sentosa outting we have a east coast beach outting yesterday .. And we went their to play too after that the soccer guys come and play soccer wif st hilda church den we went there for cheering them .. but we like do nothing because it will be more hard time for them to play soccer if we keep shouting for them .. I LIKE TO BOTH OUTTING .. so happy and i love my skin colour so much ..


love Karen that tann tann chocolate girl

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


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