19 JULY 2005 [sadd sadd day in school and missing him]



Wad a sick sick day in sch and missing someone .. today i try to change my life .. and i will be less to see him anymore anywhere .. i really feel very bad that day i should be a good testimony at home wad happen after everything and i let down lots of people who care for me so much and i hurt them .. i feel so bad things that i do how could i change and not making them worry at all .. i really want to talk more laugh more wif him .. i don have the courage to talk to him anymore since that day my mum went to church .. why things must change so fast just one day everything have change and stop .. will he still talk to me .. yesterday someone ask me how am i going to celebrating my birthday will someone help me celebrate my birthday different from last year .. will i celebrate alone again this year hope not so .. saddd today during PE i fall on to the ground but is not pain izit i fall down too many time in my real life its don hurts at all but i have lots of scars in me .. can it be cover up to like patch up wif something or someone will cure me .. but i have give my heart to the lord and my soul because he give me a eternal life live in this place i really thank him so much he just like a father who don throw his child around but keep his child where ever his child goes every corner his child go and care for their safety .. when his child is crying for him he will be there to isten to his child words .. He will walk to path with his child till the very end i also don wan to leave him alone because he did not just left me there and he take good care of me which really encourage me lots .. i will always run after him and turn back how he have change my life from the past he really plan my furture for me which i really appreciate it lots and is he who give me faith courage and to be a brave girl .. who give me love to his onli son JESUS give me Holy Spirit and A Holy Bible which i really very thankful to him .. And i promise to Honor my Parents and never let u down again to be a good testimony at home , school , outside or even in church i will never let u down again .. i really feel bad how i treat my parents last time i will be a good girl at all time .. yupps school really busy because lots things coming up ..

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses





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