THE MOST UNWANTED DAY IN MY LIFE 17 JULY 2005




I DISLIKE THIS DAY THE MOST IN MY LIFE I ALREADY WAN TO CHANGE MY LIFE WHY THEY JUST DON WAN TO GIVE ME A CHANCE AND MAKE THIS WORSE FOR ME .. WHY THEY WANT ME TO STEP TILL THE LAST CORNER OF THE SIDE AND PUSH ME DOWN FROM SO HIGH MY WORLD REALLY FALL TO THE END OF THE GROUND OF THIS EARTH .. WHY JUST NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME AND JUST NO ONE WANT TO LISTEN TO ME WHAT HAPPEN TO ME I REALLY DON KNOW I REALLY DON FEEL LIKE LIVING ON THIS EARTH ANYMORE IS SO STRESS AND SO DISCOURAGE FROM EVERYONE AROUND ME CAN ANYONE JUST PULL ME UP AGAIN TO HELP ME START FROM THE BEGINING OF MY LIFE OR I JUST STAY WHERE I AM NOW FOREVER WITHOUT MOVING AT ALL .. WHERE COULD I START FROM AGAIN IF I WANT TO RESTART FROM THE START WENT I TUNE BACK I KNOW I HAVE DONE THINGS THAT I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE I'M REALLY SORRY TO MAKE MY CELL GROUP LEADER SO UPSAD ABOUT IT I'M REALLY SORRY SHE THE BEST CELL LEADER WHO REALLY CARE IS ME WHO MAKE HER FEEL SO DISCOURAGE TO BE A LEADER I'M REALLY SORRY THINGS I HAVE DONE WRONG .. NOW WHICH PATH SHOULD I WALK WHO WILL WALK WITH ME IZIT GOD MY FATHER MY LORD WILL HE FORGIVE ME THAT THINGS I DONE WRONG I WANT TO REALLY CHANGE IT AND NOT JUST SAID ABOUT IT .. SHOULD I STOP GOING TO CHURCH OR SHOULD I GO AND JESUS WILL CHANGE MY LIFE TO A BETTER ONE DEN EVER .. WHO WILL REALLY BE THE BEST BUT NOT THE GOOD FOR ME I WANT TO CHANDE MY ATTITUDE BETWEEN MY PARENTS to be a good girl .. will they forgive me not being a good child this few months .. i really sorry about it .. i really feel bad about it . I REALLY SORRY SORRY

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
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