Wednesday, August 3
MISSING YOU LOTS WHERE YOU 2 AUGUST 2005
This few days really have not been resting much and i don know why we like getting far from each other izit his school have lots of things to do or he already know about it hope not because maybe he also like someone else and we have not been talking and see each other much but that day i really happy that he came i thought he will not be going but is a great present from God .. who let me see him i have not been seen him for one week and two days .. Is he sick or wad should i ask him should i sms him ??? i don't know .. i not really have a good week last week because lots of things to do in school and guides meeting i hope i just can be so relax and not to be so stress .. Will he reply me if i sms him or he will said i'm busy and don sms me ??? I really don't really know wad he will answer to me .. i know him since june so yups quite a nice, funny and understanding guy .. heard from him before he has a girlfriend but that girl break up with him but i don really know who izit .. i thing he have been hurt by that girl there must be scars in there but i feel that he look so freedom now and so hardworking in his studies .. Hope that he will talk to me wen he is free and give me some of his free time to talk to me because i now don't really like that guy that i told him because that guy already told my best friend that he like a girl .. Should i keep to myself all the secret so that know about it i think he should be a nice guy because he will do things that he promise and i trust him he not that like of playboys even he have a ear-hole and he don't treat me as his mei mei so wad he treat me as a close friend or something else .. Hope i will know the answer soon .. god you really blessing me more than this because i know u have been blessing me thought this 1 year wen i first know Jesus christ who died for me on the cross because of my sin .. I have been a little child to him in His eyes i learn what i have done wrong and wad should i go for in my life and you have given me this eternal life which i can live forever and ever and who give my this life to live here .. I will wait for you to answer my prayer and my wishes that i have make on my b'day and my b'day BBQ .. I will wait and pray and i know u will answer me one day even is so long i will wait because i know u are the one that can give me my future and my next life .. The one who give me hope, faith, joy and love in me .. i really thankful to you who really care about me ..
MISS HUS
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