Thursday, November 3
2 Nov 2005
The last blog for the year till i see him again .. i know you on 31 oct 2005 .. maybe this the last time i see you.. why must you leave those unhappiness back to me and going oversea to do your studies den we should not know each other at first .. maybe i will also going oversea to study my design course .. den why must you tell me that you like me at first how long i need to wait for you 7 years 10 years or 20 years .. and why must you treat me so like i have not treat by the others before.. even how much i like or love you you really want me to wait for you for so long but i don mind waiting.. i know you have been hurt before like i never hurt before from others .. WHY can you tell me why must we meet at the first place .. our first meet is bugis mrt station you know how long i wait for you for one and half hour plus .. see how long can i wait for you if is other of my friends they said don wait for you anymore .. i have not been having a bf for one year plus .. all guys is all heartless to me , at first why must i believe in you so much its just is like wind just blow of and it will not come back .. you tell me should i wait for you .. i thought i found a guy who can i can stay for long why you don tell me you going oversea soon .. so i will not meet you and i will not like and love you.. should i clear everything that you have done for me .. because yesterday a lady ask me why i don scold you went you reach because i don mind waiting for you but i don want to keep those things that you don want anymore .. even next time we meet each other somewhere around the world maybe we have found someone .. love us as much as you love them .. and dream guy is forever not true to me anymore because is all short term type .. How can i forget about today what happen after one year i have not have any boyfriends.. guys always break their promise to girls .. i don mind if you will come back one day to find me .. maybe i will not be living on this earth anymore because people can died anytime and maybe i died tomorrow no one can change the time back .. you see your loves today maybe they will not be there anymore .. lots of things is happening on this earth now so must make use of the time to living on this earth and don't waste any of it .. even sometimes i don't understand your words .. i don care how many gf you have before i don care .. because i don't care about the past but i care about the future and is our future .. Will we meet again after one whole round of our life will we get back together in our life .. and i don think you want to hurt me if you really like or love me you will not give up on me .. i want to heard from you again .. can you just tell me when you read this msg that i write for you ..
to you !!!!
end writing 10:12 pm
LOVE me forever 2:12 pm