16 December 2005








Heaven daddy i forgotten to give you one more thing that's my saddness i have been carry it since very long time hope you will take it with you too. I going to do great things for you from now onwards, I trust to give you my whole life from now on and lead me to the way that you want me to walk i will go. I will listen when you want me to listen I will go out to the field to fight from satan for those people out there in the field there will be one day satan will bow before you my Lord. How evil is satan I will not fall into his plan anymore because There only ONE GOD up there who create the world and the Universe. I will never ever give up on you because there no ONE could take over your place not even Satan, Those stupid thoughts that satan gives i will not accept and i pray when i have any thoughts. Father dad keep me so close to you and never let me go not even once and i will never leave that gate that i seen so many of my friends have step out from and i will bring them all back to your kingdom one day not one is all of them even daniel who stop to be a christian something should have stop him from worship you father don't let him go don't give up on him i know he will come back one day something will touch him by you. He feel so far from you just let him feel you are just beside him holding his hand leading him back to your kingdom. I will not see anymore of my friends leaving your kingdom, I will bless as much as you bless me to the others. Because you are a living God who lives in Heaven and thats my Homeland. If there sacrifice my life I will because I know That i will only go to one place that heaven where you lives forever. The new generation of youth will built up a greater kingdom for you my Lord dad and this surely be done for you.



YOUR LOVED Daughter Karen

15 DECEMBER 2005







I have given all my hurts and that guy who I loves the most to my heavenly father and I know one day my heavenly father will return our love back to us when the time is here. I know that guy who I loves will return because this my promise between me and my heaven daddy and those hurt that i hurt by those people my daddy God will destroy all those in my life. Now i am having a start of my new life and each single day is a challenge & a new mission for me to get those who are still unsafe. And I know one fine day I will seek my heaven daddy face and very time i feeling sad i always feel his touch from heaven the love from him to me, I'm so thankful to him and He is with me when I am awake and beside me when i am asleep, he 24 hours a day with me. (Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from your presence?) [PSALMS 139:7]. This is a verse that can keep me strong and as well as growing up in my christian life strongly. I promise Him to Honor My Parents with this verse that I can remember not to dishonor my Parents (Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long upon the land which Lord your God is giving you.)
[EXODUS 20:12]. He have wash me so clean yesterday, I feel that he heard every single word I said to him. His presence is everywhere I go and every ground I walk is all his holy ground I stepping on is His Loves for me. He have been a Blessing to my families, friends and me. This whole year have been a year that i know how to do things right, become a brave girl and a girl who has lots of courage. And i have grow up so much in my christian life as well as real life, i will spent all my time wisely. And i believe i will get into a design school few more years down the road and i will keep playing on my guitar. He plan every part of my life and i will not let Him down. Sometimes i don't know what my parents want me to do, I want to prove to them i not the same after i when to church. I know i made the right choice to go to church, My God have The Most beautiful name and He is great. You didn't if know him you will never feel how Great His loves is so let him touch you. And He is the Lovers of my soul and He is The Friend that you have not have before in your life. I Love Him so much den i love myself because he paid so much that i could not able to paid him back because he die on the cross and suffer so much for me and you.



YOUR LOVED Daughter Karen

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS JUST YOU & ME. That all i hope for will my wishes come true nothing is more important then you for CHRISTMAS!!! KARYLAN MUMMY/GIRLFRIEND/SHOPPING-MATE I MISS YOU LOTS !!! AND PLEASE DON FORGOTTEN ME !!!

I really wan to watch the sun rise with you till its sunset each day sitting beside you when you need me when you don't need me I still can watch the sun rise and sunset alone till you sit beside me again I will always be there for you. How about you when I need you where have you been, I have been searching high and low for you how about you did you even worry for my just once in your mind. Did you even think back those time we have together and did you forget. I don't mind if you leave me alone I still can find back you one day. I will wait till the sun shine upon us one day when we meet back even it is just like a very long way to see the sun rise tomorrow I will wait and I will think back of our times that we go through from one end to the other.

09 december 2005.



When you coming back i am still waiting for that day we meet. It have been one month plus we have not seen each other. The time have pass so fast its just like happen to me yesterday we meet but really have pass one month plus. I just hope that day will come back still remember i waited for you at the MRT station on the first day to people you are normal to me you are important i wanted to let how but i don't know how to let go of our relationship and i don't want to let go of you. Can you wait for me to go oversea to study together because i don't want to go a place alone and don't leave me alone i don't want. I dislike to be alone please don leave me alone. I don't need anyone but only you even you cannot stay every hours, mins, second i don't mind i will keep you in place where no one knows no one can read no one can feel. I have a beautiful moment with you before and as well as sad moment see we can overcome those moment we have before. i just want to be someone that can stay with you not that you are rich or good looking i don't look at the look i look at the feelings. i enjoy to be beside you because i know you are the right guy i looking for long even you not a prince but in my eyes you always a prince to me. Everytime you will look out for me so as i do, i scared you just walk away without a word. Everytime i can feel that you looking at me when i not really looking at you. Your birthday have pass four days already still remember that bear hope it is still with you and hope you will like it even it is like the last min thing i brought from one of the shop. And i want to tell i miss you lots and everytime i read the msg that you send in my phone it really touch me so much only that you didn't notice it i will keep the most important in my phone even i am buying a new phone i will keep the old one. No one can take away from me.
REMEMBER: OUR LOVE HAVEN ENDED IT HAVE JUST STARTED!!!

1 DECEMBER 2005







tomorrow will be our one month that we have not seen each other. even you not in singapore anymore hope one day you will be back to find me. even i don have the chance to see you off from the airport. but when you come back lets meet at the same place that we meet on 2 november 2005. you should know where is it right. i will go back on every 2nd of the month till we meet there again. i will wait and i will not choose other guys and this song "Where Are You" in my blog is for you. i have the faith you will come back and even where are you i will found you even is in USA i will go back there one day to find you. i will find the whole USA even the place in USA is so many. till i become a designer i will go over there to find you. because even how far is the way to let us to see our sun-rise and sunset i will wait. because you are the most important person to me who know how i feel every moment and you are the person who can read my mind. i promise i will found you and i will be the most popular designer before i go find you. i will never break the promise that i make to you. i don care how hard to be the most popular designer i will go for it and that my goal for my life and i will never stop designing. because i going to design my dress and your suit for our biggest day in our life. Right ?? i will wait till that day. okayy. hope to see you very soon.
OUR LOVE JUST STARTED DON'T GIVE UP!!!

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses





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