Saturday, April 29
28 APRIL 2006
(FRIDAY)
HELLOOS SWEETS!!! still got 3 more months to my 16 sweet birthday, Mmm. wish this year will be quite a nice sweet 16 and hope that my parents will help me celebrate my birthday this year. And go shopping with someone one day after my birthday, so can't wait till my birthday. i want to go Town to shop, to look for stuff i want. Today having maths paper 1, quite alot of question not completed because not enough time to finish. but i will try my best for paper 2 and for my rest of my subject. And maybe yesterday you did not saw my blog, Will you be free today? but i having my tuition from 6:00 pm till 7:30pm, but i can talk online after 7:30pm. Sunday my cell having BBQ Then monday don't have school maybe going Sun-tanning with my cell group, but see how first because tuesday still got exam. Hope next time we can go sun-tanning together, and pick sea-shell, and see the sunset and the rise of the moon, and all shining stars above the sky. Maybe beach at London look better then the beach in singapore, maybe beach there water is so pure and clean, stars there can be seen more clearly, there also 4 season over there like winter, autumn, spring & summer. Then i have all kinds of clothes to wear for each season so cool, when winter can go for ice-skate. yupps and lots moreeeee........ haha . See My UpDate Tomorrow.
HAVE A AWESOME WEEKEND
I LOVB YOU. haha
I MUSS YOU. haha
SEE ya SOON.
e LOVED,
Ms Karen
LOVE me forever 8:15 am
Friday, April 28
27 APRIL 2006
(thursday)
helloos.yups i thinking of taking photos too, i think i should be quite nice. (: Mmm, sorry to wake you up so late because after writing your letter then message you. tomorrow don't to reach school so early because my maths paper start at 10:30am, then maybe before the paper start go and have my breakfast at Mac so long never eat mac breakfast for so long miss the taste. haha. quite worry for my maths paper tomorrow. yups don't know if you coming online today, but nevermind i think you still have your project some part not done finish yet. you know why i ask you if you have a choice to choose to study in singapore or london because i just want to know somethings that God has promise me, the secret i will let you know next time. i wanted to have a relationship when i'm 18 years old but i think again maybe God planning for a better relationship when i'm older and i will be back will that guy who i loved that i promise to God and i know He won't break His Promise. i believe in Him who my Heavenly Daddy, i won't forget my promise that i make to be a designer, a girl who give her Loved one, a girl give her future plan by God and i won't regret because he will give me a better future for a return. But the most important thing is that i really hope that we will have more time to spent after your project and my exam will end on the 10 of May, which you have time to reply me letter and do some of your famous design of yours for me. Mmm. is it too much for you to read for today?
Should end here with few more words !
I LUB YOU & I MIZZ YOU ,
LOTS OF KISSES AND HUGS
loves lots of,
~KAREN~
LOVE me forever 7:11 am
Thursday, April 27
26 APRIL 2006
(WEDNESDAY)
MR _ _ _ _ , i know you know who are you already then you can keep to yourself. i don't how you think but if you saw my blog again hope you know what it mean, because i only have here to said out my feelings. sometimes i feel like screaming that I <3 YOU. anyway i will wait, we will meet on a special day. Today quite a nice day for me, can't wait to show my friends my bright smile on my face is you who put a bright smile on my face. i still feel that you already like someone but i am not sure about it, because we don see each other often in a year we only see each other about 5 times. If you really already like someone can you tell me, Because i don't want to hurt myself. i don't mind to wait, because i already found you who i really like and i already grown up to know who should i choose, a relationship not because of age, looks or for fun. a relationship is a about a person who you loves, someone who you really care, someone who you won't hurt. sometimes relationship not really perfect and smooth maybe there sometimes we need to solve problems together and to keep the relationship strong the most important thing is to trust each other. We first seen each other is on the way to sawang, is like reach there then we are also in the same group. the days during the camp is wondeful, and after the camp few days pass we meet again on christmas i didn't know you will come, and after one year you are back for the youth camp again last year december. hope this year june can see you back to singapore again, i will go for the church camp to KL malaysia. I miss you lots man. (: I LUB YOU.
LOVES YOU LOTS
(c)Specially for you
LOVE me forever 8:55 am
Wednesday, April 26
25 APRIL 2005
(TUESDAY)
Here a song for all couples by Ronin (one more moment). But i hope you (_ _ _ _) will heard it, and hope you will like it. you qutie busy this few days, don't really see you online when i am free to talk so i feel very bored & don know who tho turn to when i missing you billion and million lots. Who can i share i only can keep it to myself, sometimes i saw you in my dream is like the most wonderful thing for me. I just want a message each day with all your sweet words from your heart. i know you going to read my blog i fine day. maybe today, tomorrow or one day special. i never tell you about my blog because i don want you to know that i really like you, and didn't treat you as my friend but someone i loves. i don know how you feel can you tell one fine day?? do you know every words in the letter you write mean so much to me, i just need you by my side and just a moment. so i won't feel lonely without you. even time have past so fast but do you know why i treasure every moment because its beautiful to recall of the times. You just like a star in my life who shine to brighten my life each an every single day that have past, sometimes you have been block by the clouds but i know you still there behind the clouds and you won't gone missing. Maybe there a girl you already in love with but its okayy, even you really treat me as someone you in loves with, i will still keep every of our beautiful moment been together.
Specially for You** (c)
LOVE me forever 5:07 am
Monday, April 24
24 APRIL 2006
after 20 days i am back, to the place where i can said anything i want that even my closest friends i also cannot said out from my own mouth. yupp. i really missing him like crazy i never miss someone like this before, i think he is the first guy i was so crazy over him. i didn't send the letter, i miss his letter writing which that i can read but didn't week by week past. i know that if i tell him now he won't accept because around him there more pretty and better looking girls around him, and maybe he won't even choose me but i know if i not going london he will change lots and we getting very far apart. sometimes i feel of flying over malaysia to find him, but if he saw me what will he think. will he feel happy or weird ??? every night upon the stars shine down that him looking at that stars too just like how much i miss him everyday, every plane fly pass just like a message to him that i miss him lots to reach to him from far. i really hope we got more time to spent with each other and be with each other. hope he will really be back on my birthday this year, hope he remember his promise to me. i will wait for long when we are ready for each other, but i don't if his mum allow us to be together. London maybe is where he will see each other everyday, but he might have his own friends after he start school. In singapore he tell me if i am going he will spent his time accompany me and working part-time with me too. What if his parents don allow, i really don't know how should i go or not??? can any passer-by tell me because i don really know is it my right choice to go London to study. I REALLY MISS HIM MILLION AND THOUSAND LOTS.
LOVES
KAREN
LOVE me forever 8:00 pm
Sunday, April 2
2 APRIL 2006
after such a long time to back again to my blog. i enjoy writing to you during the times when my com spoiled. hope we won't stop writing letters to each others, you are the best to me when i sad i read your letter from you to me it will cheer me up even how bad is my day been. i loves the new song from hillsongs (from the inside out) that from the new CD. It really touch me so much and i really feel that this a special song for me. It have change my life without using com this 1 month plus which i really get very close to GOD my LORD my BELOVED DADDY IN HEAVEN AND ON THE EARTH. i grown so much that he just past by in my life so awesome that i grow to build myself up even there a hard time in front of me even how hard to the way going to be i WILL STILL RUN THE RACE FOR MY JESUS CHRIST TO GET GOLD FOR HIM AND NEVER LEAVE ANY OF MY FRIENDS TO RUN OUT OF THE RACE. i never again let my friend walk from the front door and leave at the back door. There awesome confrence during the march holidays that really take away all my past and give me a future that so bright lighten up for me. i never going to give up on my HEAVENLY DADDY only if he abandon me but i know he won't.
LOVES EVERYONE LOTS
LOVE me forever 7:31 pm