Saturday, May 27
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.......26 & 27 MAY 2006.......
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.......FRIDAY & SATURDAY......
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TODAY is PTM (Parents-Teacher Meeting), when school with my mummy about 8:30am to see my teacher to get my report-card... My mummy didn't scold me but call me try harder next time round....
I went shopping with my mummy at Bugis, i bought a pants, tank-top, ear-rings and moree... i bought my new face-wash from SHISEIDO a japan brand, (haha) my Tank-Top with a strawberry on it, i bought 3 earings that can match my clothing and more.....
Tomorrow is Family Day for my school.. I think i should go and rest now after half a day shopping non-stop...
GOOD NITES..
ilubyou&imisyou.
thousand.lots..
muacks&huggies(kisses&hugss)
Lovesss,
Mss KAREN.L
ilovessyoulotsman.
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LOVE me forever 3:44 pm
Friday, May 26
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The 3rd Last Day for going to school, The Mass today is in School Hall. Today almost the whole day in the hall,Tomorrow (PTM) parents-teacher meeting already. I don know how...
I have not seen you online for One Week already since last Thursday. I want to tell you things about the letter you write, I just want to tell you so many things that i have not say before i go for Guides Camp on last Friday. I think you sure very busy this few days, i don't think you can come for the Independent Day this coming Saturday.
Maybe Tomorrow Pull my Mummy go shopping with me, to buy some stuff and clothes. If i don't Pull her out with Me i don't know when then she will go out with me... And my mummy soon going to have a grandson, (haha) Few more months my mummy and daddy will love their grandson then love me more i will be very Jealous. (haha) NEVERMIND next time i also got my Hubby to love me... (haha) Then my mummy and daddy will start Jealous about that guy who have their beloved daughter me to be his wife for life... (haha)
Can't wait for the future to come.. So i can see how my Hubby look like in the future, sometimes i Day Dreaming about my Husband and Me walking into the Red Carpet and saying I DO ... To have our own house and having dinner together every night... i think i'm thinking too far..
anyway ENDING HERE.....
ilovessyou&imissesyou
thousand.lot&lots
muacks&huggies(kisses&hugss)
YouR BELOVED,
Mss KAREN
LOVE me forever 1:00 pm
Thursday, May 25
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WEDNESDAY <3 24 MAY 2006
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You have not been coming online this few days, All the hearts above is how much i have been missing you. I will stay strong, i hope i won't cry so easily after this time. Even how much you see me like so strong but right inside me is just like sand that can blow away easily by the wind, sometimes i only can cry alone softly at a corner by myself and sometimes i just cannot find someone that i really can tell about my feelings. Other people have their own problems i don't want let other people to worry about my problems. I only can type inside my Blog how i feel each day when i'm free.
Tomorrow having my school Founder Day Mass in St.Ann Church just beside of my school. Friday is PTM (Parents-Teacher Meeting), i don't know if my mummy will say anything. This coming Saturday my school having some school Family Day event thing, The thing start at 9:00am till 2:00pm. Just don't feel like going because my family members not going at all and need to help my Cell Leader Ian to deco for the Independent Day for the evening. Just cannot believe that i change my Cell Leader from Michelle Guna to Ian, just feel that next time i will have to learn to Grow in my Christian Life.
What a hard day in school today with my friends gossip about the other group of my friends. Tomorrow will be a BETTER day for me ahead and an AWESOME day for YOU too......
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I LOVESSS YOUU ..... I MISSEEESSS YOUU ........
LOT AND LOTS OF HUGGIESS (hugs)
AND KISSESS (muacks)
Loves,
Mss KAREN <3<3
(i really lub you)
LOVE me forever 12:55 pm
Wednesday, May 24
*TUESDAY*
23 MAY 2006
I received you letter today, I was so happy can't wait to open the letter. At first i feel that i should not open the Letter-Box, i scared i get disappointed again. But i'm wrong i didn't get disappointed but excited to saw your letter in between of my Daddy letters, i was so shock i thought you send to the wrong address again.(haha) Your letter make me want to cry while i listen to the new song that i put in my blog the song name [i'll be there for you] is a korea song.
I first see snow is when i was 12 years old when i'm in LA (Grand Canyon)but the snow is on the floor i didn't not see it falls from the sky. I really wish we can really see snow falls from the sky together... I really wish to go london because i really wish to have a house near the sea-side with someone i Loves beside watching over me... I don't care how long we take to be together, But i know the relationship between us will be strong won't tear and fade so easily.
Everytime i talk to you i feel that we like know each other for a very long time even before we see each other again, Will we really go thur Winds and every Waves of life together???
Sometimes i feel that i should slow down my life for you, i'm scared if you cannot catch up with me. I will wait till you catch up with me then we start our way together, i will ever never regret for waiting for you. I just want an answer even it is a NO i will take it, maybe he have a better choice then me i don mind if he really say NO to me. At least i know about it then i don't know about anything and there where i will cry alone all by myself. My friend feel that HIM & ME have a chance to be together.
End Here ............................
I LOVESS YOU
I MISSES YOU
LOT AND LOTS
OF HUGGIES
&
KISSESS
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loves,
MSS KAREN
(sign-out 10:00PM)
LOVE me forever 1:00 pm
Sunday, May 21
SUNDAY (21 MAY 2006)
Just come back from camp, This camp is a unforgotten one for life. i have learn my lesson for doing my things in last minute work, i disappoint one of my guider, she say even how much is i disappoint her this time she don't want to get disappoint by me again and i am still her girl of hers. Being a PGA guide really hard, been through so many hard time for the PGA, I lost out in having a good character on the last day of the Uniform Group Camp for not collecting stuff for Field-Cooking. All my fault did not show the younger guides a good Job for being a PGA Guide and a Patrol Second.
On Saturday having Camp-Fire in school e Hall is air-conditioner, Catholic High School Scout 2nd coy is so funny. One of the Scout bought flowers and ask around anyone want the flowers while i talking to the company leader (don't anyhow think i talking to him about e camp-fire thing)[Don't Jealous.okay]
LOVE me forever 8:32 pm
Thursday, May 18
17 MAY 2006
(WEDNESDAY)
A fall sick day, having flu and sore-throat. Playing with my friend hamster and after that take a rest till school ended. At first wanted to stay back in school for Girl Guides Meeting, But really tired and cannot take it anymore so i went home. Today quite angry with my close group of friends, since monday i had not talk to them in school and having recess in the class this few days. They like change to another person pass the weekend and they are very weird.
This coming friday need to stay over night in school, because saturday morning have PGA Interview (President Guides Award). Then i can't go for D&D (Dinner and Dance) on saturday in church, because after PGA Interview still need to go back school for CampFire from 7:00pm till 9:00pm. On sunday have to go back school for helping my sec 1-3 guides junior with their Field-Cooking from 10:00am till 1:00pm. This whole weekend i cannot go church and i have to spent my weekend in school then in church. Everything is like crash on the same day. Should i go for Camp-Fire or should i go for D&D??? i don't which one should i choose both is like important and its very hard to let me choose.
Today i also get back my Chinese marks i pass by 3 marks only is like i never get so low marks for my Chinese paper before. This time round exam i have done the worse that all my marks is like i never take before, If i have a chance i will done much better then this exam marks. But at least i try my best and the paper is like very difficult this time round and some is i forgotten how to do during the paper. How one week more is PTM (parents-teacher Meeting) and my mummy is going i should ask my daddy to go but he is working on that day, if is my daddy who is going he won't scold me or wad and if is my mummy she will stop me from going out and stuff. if i label my maths sum i have already get 6 marks and pass already stupid me forgotten to label and for science if i get all correct for my multiplier-choice i already pass why i fail by 1 mark i don't get it i study through the night and i didn't get the marks i wanted. My Tuition Teacher will sure scold me, she want me to get 75 & above i didn't even pass my three important subject (english, maths & science). She sure give my Tuition on every Weekend if she know my result. HOW???
should end here...
LOVESS YOU
MISSES YOU
LOT & LOTS
OF
HUGGIES
&
KISSES
loves,
Mss KARREN :)
(when can i change my name)(haha)
LOVE me forever 8:45 am
Wednesday, May 17
16 MAY 2006
(TUESDAY)
Yups. i have change the song to name "One Sweet Day" hope you like it. Today quite sad about my result that out today it give me a shock that i fail by 2 marks for maths and 1 mark for science, i don know if my parents know my result what will they do and next week friday is "parents teacher meeting" and don't know what will my teacher say to my parents.
Mmmm ... Wish now is JUNE which you will be here and we can meet up for breakfast, lunch or dinner. Still got about one week more to go, Hope you can come back on 26 or 27 of may, But i think you sure have alot of things to do over there. Right? Its okayy if you cannot make it on that date. On 27 of May, CFC (Youth Ministry) having "INDENPENT DAY" hope you can come but you have to wear e code colour e top & e bottom must be the same colour. haha
Tomorrow will be a better day, Right? (: can't wait till tomorrow come. (haha) yups how your exam paper today? i don't know if you reading my blog today but its okayy. just want to let you know you are more ROMANTIC den me. (haha)
LOVE YOU LOTS
MISS YOU LOTS
LOTS Of
KISSES
AND
HUGGIES
lovees,
Mss KAREN (:
6:55PM
LOVE me forever 9:55 am
Tuesday, May 16
15 MAY 2006
(MONDAY)
A awesome day with you talking to me online and thank for making my day so awesome for me, brighten my day after a tired day out. thank you for treasure my letter for you for life, THANK YOU A LOT. I will wait, still got about 5 years plus to go to know each other better. yups. And i promise i won't say anymore about leaving the world, thanks you lot and lot you have bless my day sooo much. yupp, i will also treasure each and every letter you have writen to me and the times we spent talking with each other. i don't mind writing letter each day for you because it just like i writing my QT to you and Heavenly dad look what i have write for you. just like (love letter) to each other it won't waste my time and watching tv is more waste of time.
Sometimes you are just like an angel to me an sometimes is just like that guy i really love lots, sometimes i hope 6 years can pass so fast but sometimes i feel that each and every time we chat hope that the time just stop there and stop moving. my friends just asking who my that dream guy of my that i'm thinking of each day in class,(haha) like we are so far apart but nothing can stop us to reach out for each other. you are just like stars above the sky and i'm the little girl who are looking for you each time when i'm sad, lonely or even happy, when i'm sad your light will shine through and take all sadness away, when i'm lonely your light will just be there for me and waiting for me to reach out for you, when i'm happy your light will keep blinking and smiling to me. i never forget time since we know each other, and the happy time been together during the camp.
I LOVB YOU
I MUSS YOU
HUGS AND KISSES
loves,
Mss Karen
LOVE me forever 1:44 pm
Thursday, May 11
11 MAY 2006
THURSDAY
i had made up my mind to wait for you for 6 years, i won't regret i choice i made today. because i don't want to keep thinking, no one can take me away except you..
there no stars we cannot count or see even is behind the clouds we can go behind the clouds to look for that star we finding for long time since we know each other, there no clouds can hide the stars for long if we search for it. We can find that star because its still there shining and blinking above the sky, No one can stop us from finding it only if you give up. i will keep this in the deepest part of my heart no one can found only you could found it. Even i older then you 1 year, is not the age that mind is the times we been so far... i will wait really i will, i'm a girl who have a normal living who think normally who loves a guy who she loves normally, But not a girl who give up normally. Please don give up i please you. i really don't who can give my the happiness you had given to me, No one could make me smile so brightly there only two person that YOU and GOD who can let me smile so happily each day of my life i been through. i don't know when i will leave this world maybe today, tomorrow, after one week, after one month or after one year. No one knows i just want to keep every moment every time spent with you.
loves
Mss Karen
loves and misses you lots
muacks and hugs for you..
LOVE me forever 11:52 pm
Tuesday, May 2
1 MAY 2006
(MONDAY)
Tomorrow will be having paper, Haven even start studying yet. Then will be having tuition at 10.15am. i think you have been too busy, while i 'm back from my dinner you will be offline. This few days we don't talk really much, maybe is after you know the secret then you don't really talk to me and you didn't tell me if you had received my letter. You didn't tell me if you like that thing i send to you, i don't know should i send you anymore i think you will delete. Can you let me know what you think i cannot read your mind, and i don know how i can read your mind. I just want to have everyday just chat with you, but i don want to disturb you. And i really don't know who find if you are busy and i feel down while i need you comfort, I don't know who to turn to. My friend said i already found someone i really loves but she ask me again if that guy really like me like how i like and loves him, i don't know how to answer and i change a topic. In the first place i shouldn't have let you know, I don't believe guys are all flirt at this age. My friend said maybe you will hurt me, even though you never like me before at all. Can You Let Me Know. At least i won't get so hurt, maybe when you 21 years old that girl you gave the promise to God not me. Maybe i think too much i should wake up from the dream, I shouldn't have hurt myself so much. if you reading my blog now you should let me know which way should i go, Wait or Give Up. can i have an answer from you, as soon as possible. I think i should also control myself sometimes, for not fall in to much for you.
HAVE AN AWESOME WEEK
I REALLY LOVB YOU
I MUSS YOU
TAKE CARE
GOD BLESS YOU
Loves,
Mss Karen
LOVE me forever 12:05 pm
Monday, May 1
01 MAY 2006
(MONDAY)
A UNFORGOTTEN DAY IN MY LIFE 30 APRIL 2006, the my Cell last outting having a BBQ i never felt so sad before. Been to this cell for 2 years plus, i loves my leader who i can learn and know so much about God. a leader who scold me and learn so much about my mistake, And meet me up everytime when she free for lunch for a chat or even shopping, a leader who teach me where is the right way to go, a leader who cares and loves so much. A cell with each and every loves and caring which cannot be forgotten, We spent our weekends with each other chatting and having awesome time with each other. Don't feel like multiplying my cell, everyone will feel different after we change cell groyps. But God planning for a greater things ahead i know and i won't blame Him, We will soon have our very own Youth Center. And one day my cell will be back together and our hearts will still stay as one cell till always, There nothing my Heavenly Daddy cannot do. I will keep each and every of them in the deepest part of my heart till always, i never forget the happiness they given me through this 2 years plus. What they said will always keep in my mind that cannot be wash away.
LOVES THEM WITH EACH & EVERY BIT OF MY HEART
I WILL MISS THEM LOTS WHEN WE HAVE MULTIPLY
loves
KAREN (LOVED BY MY HEAVENLY DAD)
LOVE me forever 4:10 pm