Wednesday, October 18
17OCTOBER2006
COLOURS
- Red like an apple, sweet to the core.
- Orange, like a burning flame, never dying out.
- Yellow like the sun that brightens your day.
- Green like a plant that keeps on growing.
- Blue like the water that is so pure.
- Purple like a flower that is ready to bloom.
- Indigo like the dreams that fill your heart.
22 ways of saying iloveyou.....
- (ENGLiSH) i LOVE YOU
- (POLiSH) JA KOCHAM CiEBiE
- (FRENCH) JE T'AiME
- (HiNDi) HUM TUMHE PYAR KARTE HAE
- (CZECH) MiLUJi TE
- (SLOVAKiAN) LU'BiM TA
- (iTALIAN) Ti AMO
- (UKRAiNiAN) YA TEBE KAHAYU
- (GERMAN) iSH LiBE DiSH
- (CHiNESE) WO Ai Ni
- (GREEK) S'AGAPO
- (HAWAiiAN) ALOHA WAU iA Oi
- (LiTHUiANiAN) TAV MYLiU
- (KOREAN) SA RANG HAE YO
- (JAPANESE) Ai SHi TE RU
- (ROMANiAN) TE UBSEC
- (BOSNiAN) VOLiM TE
- (ALBANiAN) TE DUA
- (FiLiPiNO) MAHAL KiTA
- (SPANiSH) TE AMO
- (PORTUGESE) AMO TE
- (ARABIAN) ANNAH BE HEBIC
MR.G WHERE ARE YOU, i miss you sooo much..........................
Loveds,
KARENNIEs <3
LOVE me forever 11:30 am
Monday, October 16
15OCTOBER2006 [9:28pm]
i have never thought that i'm so deep in love with MR.G that even others cannot change it, Mr.G just like my angel that LOVEs me CAREs for me will be there when my day was in a mess. i never know you are so important to me after i really know the real side of you, i miss the times that we spent together. i don't want to be alone anymore i dislike the feeling of being alone and i want a shoulder that i can have it anytime i need. i want to take NEOs with you that have been promise long ago.... i miss the time at sawang & sunway lagoon. i wish to spent more time with you to have a longer look at you.... i miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss * 1000000 YOU (this how much i miss you each day is uncountable). I LOVEs YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO............ MuACkS and HuGgIes.................
LOTs LOVEs,
KARENNIE
LOVE me forever 1:08 pm
Friday, October 13
12 OCTOBER 2006*
heellos sweethearts, today really miss him... i really don't know where have he been i couldn't contact him, how my days of missing him getting deeper and deeper.. everytime see his photo make me feel that i could see him now right in front of me. He promise to by my side whenever i needed him, i feel like crying now and my eyes is full of tears that going to flow down from my eyes. Even now i cannot see you each and everyday but i know in the future i can see you each day every hour every mins and every seconds, i will be waiting for that day to come. Everytime i needed you, you will be online how about today where you. Last time whenever i miss you i will draw your name and cut it out and put inside the next letter i going to send out to you. i don't know why my letters to you just don't reach to you, everything i want to say is all inside and the letter gone missing. each and every word means lot to me, i didn't write the letter for no reason and each drawing i drew is only for you one and only you.
- wish that you will received each and every letter i send.
- wish to be at UK with you
- wish to count all the stars with you
- wish to see sun-rise and sunset with you
- wish to walk with you on each beautiful beach
- wish to see you each day and keep by your side watching over you
- wish to see snow and play snow with you
- wish to be able to be with you till always
Lots of loves,
Karen <3
LOVE me forever 12:39 pm
Monday, October 9
08OCTOBER2006
HEELOOs Sweets. quite sad and tired today, hear from DJ that you going immigrate over to (UK)United Kingdom soon. Our distance getting far from each even more, how will you come back for youth camp next year?? can i go also?? if you really going to immigrate can you let me know.. thanks.
Loves,
karen
LOVE me forever 11:23 am
Thursday, October 5
*04OCTOBER2006
Heellos Sweets, back here today at this time. i'm really happy today just told my mummy about MR.G someone i'm going to wait for about 5 more years, my mummy just say why is he so tann like me, Haha But i really LOVEs Him that no one can separate us. If yes we have already separated we won't still contact each other. If not why we still meet each other 2 years plus back on 06 December 2004 while on the way to Sawang for mission trip and in the same group during the camp while steffi and i was so shock that MR.G was the same group as us. Haha i claim that i don't even like him at first Haha but he change my mind to fall in LOVEs with Him. He is the first person who keep stick to Me but now i'm the person keep sticking to him. Haha He just like my little angel by my side watching and care for me. Maybe he cannnot remember but those all my MEMORIES with HIM that cannot be clean off my mind and it will stay there always till forever. My memories just like a little pricess looking all over for her little prince but didn't notice her little prince just around and near to her, sometimes we might miss the chance while we walk pass each other but we will meet one day, how far he or me run we will still meet because there no Prince and Princess don't meet. It might be a long or even hard way before we meet and live happily ever after, every test we been through together built us up each time. Sometimes Him or i might fall but we will walk together and help each other up, Now i feel that all fairy tales might be real and it might also come to real life someimes if He really is My that guy i'm waiting for since i'm born on this world, We might not know who is my He but after many many many years we finally meet you will realize that God really plan to make we both to meet each other and know each other and so on. There always a happy ending between you and LOVEs one or you call your Little Prince. Haha if without God's creation of us we won't even meet on this day 06 DECEMBER 2004 and we won't even last for so long on that date till now. Here my LOVEs story that have been through this years with Him and Him ONLY MR.G my Loved one inside my heart for years and till always.
___________________*OUR WONDERFUL ENDING*____________________
LOTs Of LOVEsss,
KARENNIE <3
LOVE me forever 5:26 am
Wednesday, October 4
03OCT2006
[NIGHT**]
Thank you for coming online it really mean alot to me. With each and every words you have type. Don't feel guilty of not spending time with me, i feel more guilty to you i don't know why. when you say the words(Pei Ni and Ai Ni)it really mean alot to me. you didn't do anything wrong and you sneak and come online just to check out whether i'm okay. i thought you have read my blogg but you didn't maybe you just like a angel that really care about me and know when i really need someone to care. You are always 4given because you didn't done anything wrong, i promise to wait for you because i know you are just like a Guardian Angel that keep close to me and won't hurt me. Even i need to wait for 5 more years i will wait because we promised to go to see snowflake fall together and go to beach together. i will be waiting for you only you that i will be waiting for, because i have know you for 2 years plus and i know our love can last longer den ever. i still remember the first time i hold your hand is in sawang while eating dinner and there cat under my chair. haha. should end here. LOVEs YOU LOTs..
LOTs of LOVEs
KARENNIE*****
LOVE me forever 12:08 pm
03OCT2006
A rainnie day, while i listen to the song of drama my lovely sam soon it remind me of my past those days that have been through maybe there to much hurts that can't be paste back and maybe my broken heart have been tear into millions and millions parts that cannot be fix back. but those days have past i should look forward to my future life and not look back because it have already gone and won't hurt me anymore. i might look ugly last time but i won't look ugly forever because i want to because the most famous FASHION DESIGNER ROUND THE WORLD i know and i can do it. Each relationship might hurt me but i grow from there each time i get hurt it might not recover but i know each time my relationship will grow stronger den before and i won't walk back the same path that i walk before. Maybe those songs just want me to forgotten those stuff after a Loud cry out from my heart and it all will be clean off and have a new start, i should treasure what i have now den what is in the past i will keep all my past in the dustbin that people won't dig out and hurt me with those stuff and it might left scars that people can feel but they won't know what have happen before. Inside of my heart only person who know how look is only God and i know how it really looks it might be ugly to me but i know God will renew it. Loving a person is more difficult den someone loving you, if you love a person He/She don't love you at all no point of loving Him/Her deeper, Because i have been through this twice and it make me feel like a idiot and a fool. Thinking why am i so stupid last time i'm such a silly girl but i grown up i not a silly girl anymore, i not so easy got bully anymore and i know how to protect my own heart so it won't get hurt anymore. And i want to let those STUPID GUYS that hurt me to know that without them i still can live perfectly:).
LOTS OF LOVEs.
Mss KARENNIE*
[child of e heavenly dad]
LOVE me forever 4:15 am
Tuesday, October 3
02OCT2006
A day of missing you. i feel so lost suddenly without your caring and all your LOVEs is like bit by bit fade away. i'm think if you received those letters that i send inside have lots of thing that want to tell you before you go to UK(london). i scared you might change after you come back from UK and i don't know if you coming back for youth camp and christmas this year. you PROMISE to take NEOs and go shopping with me hope you didn't forget about it. i still got the stuff i want to give to you hope to see you soon. Maybe i going over to KL maybe you can bring me around for shopping as well as bring me to the beach that i always wanted to go, i not sure will you still be in KL when i going over. If you saw my blogg let me know about it okayy. Still remember we will be going London to study designing and you promise to take care of me, right? haha. can't wait to go London so can see you everyday single day and the smile of yours each day. haha (:
LOTS OF LOVEs,
Mss KARENIEE
LOVE me forever 9:26 am
Monday, October 2
01OCT2006
It have been arund one month didn't update my blogg. today my mood really Sucks*(just hate to use this word.but just have to use it), just don't know how to say. i just cannot forget him who are so apart from me.. maybe this year christmas he won't be coming to singapore maybe he is over at UK(london) with his mum and dad. Been 4 months didn't see him after church camp in KL, just miss the time he is breakdancing and just view his friendster few days back few that he have become so mature with his new hair cut. Loving someone you can't see him and can't look at him everyday is really hard. And now liking someone that you don't even know do he really care about you just feel that he just treat me like others guys. i know if is MR SG he won't treat me like this and he won't even hurt me. i just need someone that can understand me and share my feelings with him is it really so hard. i just don't know how to face him and i don't dare to ask him do he really LOVEs me anot. because i don't want spent my time on someone that don't even Loves me just using me as a TOY, GUYS i just have to tell you I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR TOYS if i treat you as a toy you also won't feel good at all...... WHO SHOULD I CHOOSE MR G OR MR L i just don't know can someone tell me. One is one year older den me and One is one year younger den me. And why must girl always need to be the first one to ask things can't him start first this so UNfair. just feel that i sound like a bitch in love with two guys in a time. MR G is a guy that know what i really want and really needs but people have been keep saying why i don choose someone that is closer and someone i can see everyday, but i feel that being a couple distance don't really matter is the feelings and Loves that matter, even you live so close to each other you don't love him also no point of continue this relationship. MR L is a guy that i know for one month plus back, but just don't really understand, in a relationship not the looks that mind and not the finance mind too, and not everyone is perfect in this world people might be ugly, poor or even lost their vision or anything important, God created them as a plan even i'm so ugly outside but did people even look inside of them and No one know how long you can see them maybe you see them today and they might not be there anymore next moment, even you cry and feel gulity you think they will come back alive PLEASE treasure those things you have before it gone and please if you PROMISE someone something PLEASE do it before you cannot even see them anymore. MR G you promise to be here when i am sad or even need you and you say 'WE WILL GO THRU EVERY WINDS AND WAVES TOGETHER' where you. I REALLY MISS YOU MILLIONs and MILLIONs lots my heart been adding on each day each and every of my missing days for you.
LOVEs,
Mss KAREENIEE.
LOVE me forever 9:07 am