Wednesday, October 4
03OCT2006
A rainnie day, while i listen to the song of drama my lovely sam soon it remind me of my past those days that have been through maybe there to much hurts that can't be paste back and maybe my broken heart have been tear into millions and millions parts that cannot be fix back. but those days have past i should look forward to my future life and not look back because it have already gone and won't hurt me anymore. i might look ugly last time but i won't look ugly forever because i want to because the most famous FASHION DESIGNER ROUND THE WORLD i know and i can do it. Each relationship might hurt me but i grow from there each time i get hurt it might not recover but i know each time my relationship will grow stronger den before and i won't walk back the same path that i walk before. Maybe those songs just want me to forgotten those stuff after a Loud cry out from my heart and it all will be clean off and have a new start, i should treasure what i have now den what is in the past i will keep all my past in the dustbin that people won't dig out and hurt me with those stuff and it might left scars that people can feel but they won't know what have happen before. Inside of my heart only person who know how look is only God and i know how it really looks it might be ugly to me but i know God will renew it. Loving a person is more difficult den someone loving you, if you love a person He/She don't love you at all no point of loving Him/Her deeper, Because i have been through this twice and it make me feel like a idiot and a fool. Thinking why am i so stupid last time i'm such a silly girl but i grown up i not a silly girl anymore, i not so easy got bully anymore and i know how to protect my own heart so it won't get hurt anymore. And i want to let those STUPID GUYS that hurt me to know that without them i still can live perfectly:).
LOTS OF LOVEs.
Mss KARENNIE*
[child of e heavenly dad]
LOVE me forever 4:15 am