01OCT2006











It have been arund one month didn't update my blogg. today my mood really Sucks*(just hate to use this word.but just have to use it), just don't know how to say. i just cannot forget him who are so apart from me.. maybe this year christmas he won't be coming to singapore maybe he is over at UK(london) with his mum and dad. Been 4 months didn't see him after church camp in KL, just miss the time he is breakdancing and just view his friendster few days back few that he have become so mature with his new hair cut. Loving someone you can't see him and can't look at him everyday is really hard. And now liking someone that you don't even know do he really care about you just feel that he just treat me like others guys. i know if is MR SG he won't treat me like this and he won't even hurt me. i just need someone that can understand me and share my feelings with him is it really so hard. i just don't know how to face him and i don't dare to ask him do he really LOVEs me anot. because i don't want spent my time on someone that don't even Loves me just using me as a TOY, GUYS i just have to tell you I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR TOYS if i treat you as a toy you also won't feel good at all...... WHO SHOULD I CHOOSE MR G OR MR L i just don't know can someone tell me. One is one year older den me and One is one year younger den me. And why must girl always need to be the first one to ask things can't him start first this so UNfair. just feel that i sound like a bitch in love with two guys in a time. MR G is a guy that know what i really want and really needs but people have been keep saying why i don choose someone that is closer and someone i can see everyday, but i feel that being a couple distance don't really matter is the feelings and Loves that matter, even you live so close to each other you don't love him also no point of continue this relationship. MR L is a guy that i know for one month plus back, but just don't really understand, in a relationship not the looks that mind and not the finance mind too, and not everyone is perfect in this world people might be ugly, poor or even lost their vision or anything important, God created them as a plan even i'm so ugly outside but did people even look inside of them and No one know how long you can see them maybe you see them today and they might not be there anymore next moment, even you cry and feel gulity you think they will come back alive PLEASE treasure those things you have before it gone and please if you PROMISE someone something PLEASE do it before you cannot even see them anymore. MR G you promise to be here when i am sad or even need you and you say 'WE WILL GO THRU EVERY WINDS AND WAVES TOGETHER' where you. I REALLY MISS YOU MILLIONs and MILLIONs lots my heart been adding on each day each and every of my missing days for you.




LOVEs,
Mss KAREENIEE.

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses





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