Monday, April 30
WHY ARE GUYS ALL FLIRTs!!!
JUST HATE IT !!!!
(29.04.07)
I just don't get it, why guys are all so flirts. I just Hate those flirt guys, they just don't know how to treasure a girl.
SGCW i just miss you much over here in singapore, you are just like a person keep cheering me up. i might done wrong things and should be waiting for you faithfully, but you didn't give up and you forgiven me. NO guys are better than you and the way how you treat me, i just can't wait to see you again.
Why am i hurt by guys who don't know how to treasure a girl, they might say how much they love a person and left the person when she so in love with him. Those guys are all telling lies and they don't even know how to love a person, one day they will just be left alone and they deserve it of how they treat those who treat them good.. plus guys always say girls are childish GUYS ARE MORE CHILDISH DEN GIRLS. plus den think what girls are their toys ar, NO PLEASE YOU GUYS JUST DON'T EVEN DESERVE EVEN TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AT ALL. (LAI WK) you know who you are you are just a cheat i HATE you million and million of tons, you just keep telling lies to those girls even how handsome you are so you just SUCKS lot, plus i won't even want a boyfriend like you and you just wasting my life and time. so you SUCKs LOTs PLEASE.
KARENNIE.L<3
Here a song for all..
LOVE me forever 7:53 am
Saturday, April 28
DAY AFTER DAYs.
(friday-27APRIL2007)
It have been 3 days you didn't talk to me, i don't know why you treat me like this maybe i shouldn't even think so much on our relationship at all. maybe i just not your that cup of tea. plus i think that day i shouldn't blame you for not accompany me and stuff, make you real upsad with me. This 3 days i learn alot without a boyfriend is more freedom and i have more time to spend on my designing than spending on a relationship that i know it won't last long at all. I think i should stop having a relationship now and spent more time on my designing path, i think having a relationship is like wasting my life and my time with a guy that i won't married to in the future. I might have even ruin my life my future in a guy hand, i must work hard and i must stay strong and let those guys who hurt my in the past that i can live without him and they won't deserve treat me badly in the past. The past have pass and ahead of me is a bright and better future.i must cling on it tight so i can walk towards every tough time i going through in the future, so i must JIA YOU i sure can through.(+
3 months and 1 day more to my 17th birthday..
wishes this year is :
*New Handphone-N76(red).
*Pass my Degree and Bachelor of art in fashion designing.
*Can go to London.
*Have a creative mind for my designing.
*To have a puppy that i always WANTED.
*Have lots of present.
*LOT MORE......
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LOVEs,
KARENNIE.L
(ilovedyou)
*************
LOVE me forever 5:58 am
Saturday, April 21
20APRIL2007.
FRIDAY.
On 17 April 2007, that my first time date with you and i never ever see how you look before. You are guy that met who don't care about my looks even scars that cannot be fade away, you are a guy that encourage me alot. But now i don't know if i should accept you, as i'm hurt so many time that i don't know how a True Love feels like and i might hurt you for what have happen in the past. You are really a nice guy, maybe out there have more pretty girls that match you. As you know what have happen to me, that i'm not brave enough to do it. i don't know if i accept will you waste your time on me, i really don't know how to say in front of you. i just don't know how express it. Plus i don't know why are you so scared of people know about our relationship, why must we keep our relationship away from people. i just don't know why guys just can't understand more about girls, sometimes guys are really hurting girls when didn't even know they hurting a girl who they love. Guys just understand and listen to girls see what they need help from you and Please don't stop them from doing things that want to complete. i try to love you the way i should love you, and i try to be brave for what i need to do.
LOVEs,
KARENNIE LONDONs. <3
LOVE me forever 4:31 am
Thursday, April 12
11 APRIL 2007
I just can't let go of the past, whenever i walk through the path that you send me home i just start thinking of you. I trying real hard to let go but it just don't work plus it just remind me the past, you know you really hurt me so deeply that it cannot even be wash away. Mr EN why do you even want to treat me so good and even leave memories that hurt me now, I will forgive you in the future but now the path that you left with hurts i going through. i really regret being back with you, i know last time i hurt you but you don't need to return all the hurt back to me. I can't even forgive myself and what i done in my life, I just regret everything i have done that cannot be turn back. I'm lost so deeply that i can't even find the way out and stay in the darkness, where there no way out and no lights shining in here. I'm sure 'I WILL FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU IN THE FUTURE', I will stop looking at your photos even i bump into you i will just walk pass and just ask sorry just like a passer by..
i will be waiting for MR. SG than you...
KARENNIE<3
LOVE me forever 9:18 am
Tuesday, April 10
10APRIL2007
I MISS YOU LOTS
&
STILL WAITING HERE FOR YOU!!! <3
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Yesterday night and Today morning saw you online, you make me more & more of missing you. just cannot stop missing you each day and the day of seeing each other getting closer and closer each day... You like still care and concern about me, That the reason i can't let you go & you was always here when i down to cheer me up... I didn't regret to meet you even we are so far apart but we will be back when time arrive, i might things that wrong to you i regreted i won't do it again because is hurting me and is also hurt you i don't to see the way i hurting you. If i really left to Australia will be very far apart and don't till when then we can meet, but i will be here waiting for you. The memories we been through cannot be wash away and it will always be kept here that deep in somewhere inside my heart, also cannot be forgotten. I know God have a plan for us, just that day haven't come plus it won't don't come... i trust God who planed my future everything is in His hand. Here a video clip for you...
loves Karen.L
LOVE me forever 11:50 am