DAY AFTER DAYs.
(friday-27APRIL2007)
It have been 3 days you didn't talk to me, i don't know why you treat me like this maybe i shouldn't even think so much on our relationship at all. maybe i just not your that cup of tea. plus i think that day i shouldn't blame you for not accompany me and stuff, make you real upsad with me. This 3 days i learn alot without a boyfriend is more freedom and i have more time to spend on my designing than spending on a relationship that i know it won't last long at all. I think i should stop having a relationship now and spent more time on my designing path, i think having a relationship is like wasting my life and my time with a guy that i won't married to in the future. I might have even ruin my life my future in a guy hand, i must work hard and i must stay strong and let those guys who hurt my in the past that i can live without him and they won't deserve treat me badly in the past. The past have pass and ahead of me is a bright and better future.i must cling on it tight so i can walk towards every tough time i going through in the future, so i must JIA YOU i sure can through.(+
3 months and 1 day more to my 17th birthday..
wishes this year is :
*New Handphone-N76(red).
*Pass my Degree and Bachelor of art in fashion designing.
*Can go to London.
*Have a creative mind for my designing.
*To have a puppy that i always WANTED.
*Have lots of present.
*LOT MORE......
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LOVEs,
KARENNIE.L
(ilovedyou)
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