11 APRIL 2007
I just can't let go of the past, whenever i walk through the path that you send me home i just start thinking of you. I trying real hard to let go but it just don't work plus it just remind me the past, you know you really hurt me so deeply that it cannot even be wash away. Mr EN why do you even want to treat me so good and even leave memories that hurt me now, I will forgive you in the future but now the path that you left with hurts i going through. i really regret being back with you, i know last time i hurt you but you don't need to return all the hurt back to me. I can't even forgive myself and what i done in my life, I just regret everything i have done that cannot be turn back. I'm lost so deeply that i can't even find the way out and stay in the darkness, where there no way out and no lights shining in here. I'm sure 'I WILL FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU IN THE FUTURE', I will stop looking at your photos even i bump into you i will just walk pass and just ask sorry just like a passer by..
i will be waiting for MR. SG than you...
KARENNIE<3