Wednesday, May 30
OUR 30th DAY TOGETHER.
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1:51pm
My Dearest Mr Chan, i missing you every second without you just wish that we see each other everyday and by your side. Two more days to our first month anniversary plus very excited tomorrow can see you friday can see you and saturday also can see you... Yeah tomorrow going to play pool with my dardar my MR.synn haha.. Friday we maybe going to watch 'SHREK 3' haha.... Then saturday still thinking.... Mmm one month just pass so fast plus i kept lots of memories about me and you, you are the one who brought smile and laughter back to me, i'm really thankful for what you have did and done for me. i will be waiting for our important day to arrive, i will stay with real close to you because i don't want to loose and no one can replaced the love that you given to me. Life with you by myside just seem so different than what i have been through, with you i have change my lifestyle and the way how i live my life... Can see my mummy like you alot when she have not even see you before, she keep asking me about you and your stuff.. i think she just want to marry me out faster... hahaha. i just keep missing you do you know.. i think tomorrow first thing i do is to jump up to hug you real tight, i just miss you so much this 3 days and i think next month for 2 week from 11-15 june and 30-?? june/july i will miss you so much.. i'm thinking if you go japan if i send you to the airport and see you go in i will sure cry, so maybe not going to send you to the airport, so won't make you so worry about me and seeing me crying.. hahaha. But i going to airport when you are back to fetch you... Dardar tell you ar, i'm sometimes look strong outside but inside just like jelly and water-tap, plus last time i'm just like a crybaby when i'm bully or make mistake while in girl guides, but i learn alot whenever i cry i learn from my mistake and not to let people bully me and protect myself. But just one day someone told me this 'you cry you might not solve a problem, you might done wrong but you learn from it.' That when i learn to be independent and solve things bit by bits and slowly i become the person i wanted to be in my life, but most importantly you are the one who really pull me up again... i really thank you for letting me know how true love feels like again.. i promise i won't leave you and i won't even want to leave you.. i love you the most and only you i love with whole heart and only you who deserve my love.. muackies and huggies. Can't wait to see you tomorrow
Loves,
KAREN. (your wifey.)
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