THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. (=
30.JULY.2007


Dardar, Thank you for my birthday this year and i want to celebrate my birthday with you every year, This year is my first year celebrating with my boyfriend and you are my first boyfriend that celebrate my birthday for me. Every year i wish that one year i will have someone i love and who is my Mr.right to celebrate my birthday for me, finally my wish come true and that person is you, After so long i met you for after 16 years looking for my true real love and you are my most special gift this year on my birthday. I have the most awesome birthday this year that i wanted for a long time, you might not be my first love or my first boyfriend but at least you are the first guy who celebrate my birthday and that the wish that i wanted for a very long time.

Last time i thought that fall in love with someone you love is a wonderful thing, But past 5 years i was heart broke and hurt in every relationship i been through, But after i know you & having a relationship with you, i feel that i'm in my first love once again & a guy who i didn't know at first who appeal in my msn, who is my boyfriend now & a guy who call me don't give up in relationship & supporting me, A guy who make me hear my laughter again, throw away my past, bring me happiness, caring for me, be there whenever i needed you and a guy who give me his love that i needed. Two more days to our 3rd month Together, still counting down to 4 years 1 month 22 days more to our special day.

This year birthday, even i'm out of school my secondary friends still celebrate my birthday for me. AN (best sista,suntann buddie,outting freak buddie), Steffi (best sista,best buddie, close friend see her every weekend), Clarissa (meimei & tanning buddie), Miao hua (mummy), Serene (Sista, buddie & shopping buddie), Rosaline (buddie), Zhi Yan (noise Piglet,buddie & bag wanted), Karylan (Mummie,Buddie), Hwee Peng (buddie).

My Present:
_Ring, Bracelet, lunch at ma-maison, Dinner at lawry's & lots more (Dardar)
_newurbanmale thing (AN)
_Cup and name taggie (Karylan)
_T-shirts (Clarissa)
_Pants (Serene)
_Box (Hwee Peng)



*LOVE KAREN

TWO AND SIX DAYS TO TWO SPECIAL DAY. (=
26.07.07



Dardar, Going to see you Tomorrow can't wait till tomorrow, which i have lots of suprise from you & my friends. Two days to my 17 Birthday and Six days to our 3rd month anniversary, So fast i 17 years old (old leh) plus so fast we been together for 2 months & 26 days. Times pass so fast but look back we have wonderful memories together and more to come, We have together built this relationship together. See you Tomorrow.. i miss you & i love you the most i want to love you for my whole life fill with you in my life and your unfalling love. Muackies & Huggies..



Loves,
Karen (your loved Dear)

MY LOVE FOR YOU,
I WANT TO BE WHEREVER YOU ARE
TO KEEP CLOSE TO YOU.
24.07.07




My tian tian xin Dardar, i want to melt your heart with my love for you since i have already melted you. (= I love you with all my heart & my birthday wish this year is about you and me, Our future. Wish that every moment we been together that our love will be built stronger each time and trust each other, Wish that our love is eternal love that never ends and a endless happiness with you. SPECIAL DAYS 4 days to my birthday and 8 days to our 3rd month anniversary. Thank you for giving me a chance to feel first love again, If not you and your encouragement to get into this relationship with you. xiao tian xin xie xie ni de ai (= Muacks muackies. Can't wait to see you on friday & we watching The Simpsons Moive, Yeah can't wait till friday.

I LOVE YOU. <3


Loves,
KAREN (loved dear)

.MY WORDS TO YOU.

MY SWEETHEART SYNN CHAN YONG DE I LOVE YOU

FOR REST OF MY LIFE,

ONLY YOU I GIVE MY LOVE TO TILL NEXT LIFE AND MORE.

9 & 5 DAYS TO GO...
23.07.07



my tian tian xin Dardar, Nine days to our 3rd month of this relationship & Five days to my 17 first birthday with you. I know you are tired and busy about your work stuff that i don't really want to disturb you so much, just hope that you could spent time just sending me a msg or just a call. I miss you real much. We been together for 2 months 23 days already, this afternoon while i sit in the living room thinking why is our every month anniversary on the 1st day of the month, the reason is that on 1st is a easy date to remember and cannot be forgotten of this date, i'm so xin fu to have your love. i might not be as good as Japanese ladies, there nothing that i can compare with them they might be more pretty than me so pretty don't means that what is inside of them are good, some place of me and Japenese is so different. Sometimes i don't like the way you say you going to find 'RBMM' in Novmber, just make me feel so jealous and angry about it. Just wish that on my birthday you won't make me angry or say "RBMM" in front of me.

I LOVE YOU TRULY WITH MY WHOLE HEART. <3




Loves,
Karen {{bao bei wifey}}

HUBBY I LOVE YOU!!!
18.07.07






Dardar, you are the best to me, sometimes you give me tones that i don't really like but i know you don't really want to use those tone just that you are tired, you are not blame at all plus you are forgiven, i know you are my 1% real guy and those 99% of idiot is my past. There nothing i can take to compare to you, you are important part of my life that without you my life will be in darkness but morning you are here my life is like a colourful rainbow at night you are my twinkle shining star, you who shine & bring me happiness. i love you because of your kindness, loving, caring & concerning about me, if without you i won't have all this things from you...

Ten more days to my 17 birthday, I can't till i'm 21 to our special day. I think this year and rest of my birthday with you will be so special, I know one of the present is a ring but i won't wear on my hand but my neck till i'm 21... i wanted to ask you but i not sure if you will allow, maybe i will ask you on my birthday or if you are reading my blogg let me know the answer okayy, i want to keep it as our special love treasure till i'm 21...

This song 'tomorrow never knows' make me look forward to 4 years time, as time changing that our love will still hold on still like now....













Loves,
Mrs Karen.C
Muacks & Huggs

WHY IS OUR RELATIONSHIP COLD AND HOT AT ALL TIMES???
13July2007



I just don't get it why relationship can just fade easily, I don't have any ideal that can stop this relationship being cold and hot. Don't you think that after you came back you have change, We talk on phone for not even 1 hour or even half an hour, Massage you sometimes don't even reply me even is a yesterday massage i didn't even have a reply. You might say you are tired, but Next day morning you can reply me but you didn't even leave a word. You say i didn't give you freedom, if i didn't give you freedom i won't even let you play game & go out with your friends. Did you even think of me, finding time to accompany you and wanted to spend time with you. Last time you promise me so many things but you forget it so fast, that why people say that promises can be broken so easy, at first i didn't really believe but thinking that people will keep their promise as they have promises. I try hard each day send you massage and give you a call that you won't feel that i don't care about you, even is i didn't recieved back any massages or calls. Is your choice to make the question to an answer. You might not want to read my blog but i'm here just to say what i want to say and not make myself feel feel unhappy or anything...




Love,
Karen.L

I LOVE YOU HUBBY DARDAR!!!
10.07.07



Dardar, still remember what coming up in 18 days??
World most IMPORTANT 3 Word to tell you I LOVE YOU.



Loves,
Karen(Bao bei)

Missing you badly.
09.07.07



Dardar & i went watch hard die 4.0 Yesterday, That show is nice.. Dardar i still miss you even though you are back in Singapore, But i don't really see you that often and you now a days busy doing your stuff, i just misses last time that we go out and talk on phone. i know things have to change and not stay in the past, but i really wish that you could even take out time to spent with me... i just hope that when i'm tired you will be there for me and slow down your steps for me, sometimes i just can't catch up with you... i just wish one day we can just sit down and have a talk face to face, if not i'm the one who is holding on our relationship alone... i know not really your fault & i not really blaming you for anything. Everytime when i'm sad or bad mood you are the person who cheer me up and brighten up my day, i'm really very thankful for you being my beloved one... Our relationship might be up and down all times, but i wish that you will be with me to hold on to this relationship...

Sorry if i say anything wrong.

Dardar thank you for everything you brought back from japan, i really love it... i will slim down to wear the clothes to look pretty figure in it & i love that towel that have my fav cat on it... hubby muacks and hugs, most importantly that is i love you....




Loves,
Karen.C

OUR STORY. ABOUT HOW WE GET TOGETHER...
07.07.07




Dardar, while i sitting at my living i think back of how we get together, If without you i have totally give up in relationship, Because that time i'm really broken into pieces in my life. You who bring a new life in our relationship, You who care & love me, You who let me lead me with hope & cheer me up... I think that you are Daddy God who plan you to be cheering me that time when i want to give up & letting us being together after so long, That you have been in my msn for many years, That we just say 'Hi' in the past and become a couple now, This what really amazed me now when i think back...

I will tell this story of ours till the next generation and pass on, I have never believe that God have really change our life so much till i see it myself, He didn't short-change me and being so greatful to us... He who plan us being together that i never regret being with you and having you by my side... Dardar i wish that i can see you each day when i first open my eyes till i'm old, We might be having our Honeymoon feeling now, but we will hold on tight right? Sometimes my mummy say that why i don't continue studying for higher cert, but choose Fashion Designing as my future, sometimes i'm thinking if you going university & have higher cert than me, Will you look down on me??? I'm just scared that you might feel that some others girls have the same degree as you match you more than me... can you tell me the truth???

Sometimes i just don't know if i should or shouldn't ask you all these, But my heart just so heavy if i don't say out. Like everytime you send me home i wanted to say 'i love you' before the lift door close but after the door close i just say i didn't really know that if you hear it... Like on last friday while you send me home i just hug you so tight that i don't even want to let go of you & if i don't let you go you will never go wherever you want to go, but i know if i let go you i will be missing you...

My wish is to open my eyes every morning with you by my side and the first person i see each morning. This year my birthday biggest Present is YOU that i have never had a boyfriend by my side for my birthday... Every year on my birthday i always wish that to have a boyfriend to celebrate my birthday with me and each and every year of my birthday...

Dardar i really deeply in love with you and i will love you for ever lasting & with my true heart.. i missing you...
see you really soon (O-^)O
Can't wait to see you!!!



Loves,
KAREN {{Deardear}}

MISSING & WAITING FOR YOU!!!

06.07.07







Dardar Good morning, One more day to see you... i'm thinking if you slim down or add on weight hahaha... i didn't go steamboat with clarissa they all because my tummy not really feeling good today plus mummy call me don't go also, Then staying at home with mummy, Posting blogg, Listening to songs, Thinking and Missing you... I might not be as nice as Japanese but i just want to be myself for you, I will also try my best to do what i should be doing to be myself...

Today i post 3 songs for you (missing you)(waiting-BOA)(Winter Love-BOA), This three songs just like the missing you just never end & waiting for you to be back... i'm thinking if tomorrow you saw me at the airport fetching you, The first thing what will you say or do to me??? For Seven days didn't see you now i don't really know how you looks like but i know you will look the same as all the Neoprints and Photo, But the most importantly my love for you have never decrease but it have increase each day, My trust in you also increase each day too... i swear i didn't look at guys while you are away, I look at your Neos each day while you are away... just can't wait till see you that what i'm thinking as each day pass and the days of seeing you getting less and closer...

JUST ONE MORE DAY TO SEE YOU!!!
i love you (This 3 words might be simple but This 3 words just so unique)
i miss you
see you @ airport tomorrow... O(^-O)
muackies & huggies




Loves,
KAREN.C {Your Loved Deardear}

DARDAR I MISS YOU!!!
05.07.07






Dardar, Two more days to see you, Just can't wait till Saturday to come... Today i went bugis with Angela & Shirley then eat Soul Garden with Zhi Yan, Miao Hua, Steffi & Angela, After that we meet Clarissa and we went to Zhi Yan house... Tomorrow going eat steamboat @ marina bay again, i think i will grow fat again.. hahaha..

Hubby i just missing you so much as each day pass it just add on deeper and deeper, the misses just uncountable... Have been Six days of life without your image, your smiles, your laughter, your love, your hugs, you kisses and your caring for me, that i suddenly felt so left out without you in my life... I misses every part of you in my life, You who brings me joy and ever ending happiness that no one have ever given me before, That even money cannot pay the price of love, caring and happiness that you give to me... We have been together for Two months & Five days, i always lift this relationship up to the Heavenly Daddy... i'm so greatful for what i have & what i have been bless with... The wonderful relationship with you just so amazing...

Chan Yong De Synn I Love You With my True Heart that never fails... I will Treasure every moments spend with you that cannot be erased in my mind & heart.. i miss you too. take care.. enjoy.. i love you







Loves,
Karen.C {{Deardear}}
o(^-O) see you in Two days.. <<3

I MIGHT BE BUSY, BUT I STILL TAKE OUT TIME TO BE THINKING AND MISSING OF YOU!
04.07.07




Dardar, you are always the first person that every morning thinking and missing you, and every morning waiting for you to call or msg me... i trying to keep myself busy this few days, if not i will be crazy thinking and missing you... Three more days to go, and i will be going to the airport to give you a big surprise to see me... Today should have Bible Study in church, but livia fall sick so Steffi, Aarron, PeiTing & me went Tamp mall for dinner together... Hubby i don't think i can slim down, How??? i tried hard to keep my diet just forgotten sometimes by eating a bit too much..

Three more days just so long, each day pass without seeing you just like 10 years didn't see you... missing you so much more each day pass Five days have not been seeing you. suddenly felt so lonely being alone when i'm alone...

Dardar i love you & i miss you... muackies and huggies.. take care and enjoy..




Loves,
Karen.C {{Deardear}}

COUNTDOWN TO SEE YOU...
03.07.07




Dardar, Today i went sun-tanning with Angela & Shirley at Sentosa, I think i'm a bit sun burn now hahaha... Then after sun-bathing we went to Vivo City to shop around, Guess what i brought Four Sour Candy for you. Afetr that we eat Pepper Lunch for Lunch/Dinner, We walk to Heeren, Paragon and Far East, At Paragon we shop at Gucci and Burberry, i went Gucci to find that shoes i like and Burberry to check if still got that top i wanted to buy for you... But Gucci left the Pink one only but i wanted is with that gucci prints on it and burberry don't have the black left plus sunday is the last day for those older stocks, because new stocks will be in for the next two weeks...

Today i missing you more and more, Should i go fetch you on Saturday??? Can't wait to see you... i think i should go so i will miss you for 4 more days than 5 more days....

Hubby i miss you tons tons Ones Tens Hundreds Thousands Millions Billions Zillions Lots... Got miss me??? Enjoy and take care yourself okiee... muackies and huggies



Loves,
Karen.C {beloved DearDear Baobei}
o(^-O) see you soon!!

MISSING YOU STILL!
02.07.07





Dardar, How's your trip over at Japan? Must be very fun right? Six more days to see you again, yesterday night i make something special for you and when you are back i will give it to you as a return give that draw & cut out from my hands for you. i will be here while time flies pass each day with my blog of msg to you and very bits of my days missing you here in singapore. Hubby i missing every moment, whenever i misses you i will look at our Neos & my eyes started to sore next day, i think when you are back my eyes have already gone.. haha. everyday while my phone ring i just wish that was you calling or msging me.. every night i read those past night msg to make me sleep in my dreamland to see you. whenever i felt lonely i will keep myself busy to do whatever that takes away my lonelyness....

Today is our two months and two days together, i'm really lucky to have you loving & caring for me. every bits of your love means alot to me, everytime is you who give in to me but you say i'm so concern person, everytime you are the person to give in to me more than i give in more.. Dardar i cannot really promise that i can be 100% perfect but i will do my best to be a 99.9% girlfriend to you...

Dardar, i will love you as much as your love for me... i will also miss you as much as every misses that you miss me.. Just enjoy yourself that will take away my worries upon you.. i miss you and i will love you till never ending & only with whole heartedly...






Loves,
Karen.C (your beloved deardear)
(^-O) see you soon





(Your love that fills my world!)

2nd PART.
01.07.07






Dardar, while i reading in my friendster comments i remember you type this in my comments " u're a carousel, u're a wishing well,and u light me up when u ring my bell...u're a mystery, u're from outerspace,u're every minute of my every day...and i cant believe that im your man,and i get to kiss ya baby just bcause i can...whatever comes our way, we'll see it through,cause u know that's wat our love can do...your every song, and i sing along, cause u're my everything!!! " this really remind our wonderful times spent together for this two months, i will treasure those times plus we have come so far in this fairytales of us.... i have not seen you for two days have not hear your voice for one day, just missing you so much, seven more days to meet you again. You must be shopping around Japan now with big and small bags right? haha.

MR SYNN CHAN YONG DE I MISSES YOU, I LOVE YOU WITH MY WHOLE LIFE THAT I WON'T EVEN REGRET.




Loves,
KAREN.C (your loved Dear)

HAPPY 2nd MONTHs ANNIVERSARY
01.07.07







Dardar, you must have reach Japan already, i misses you so much, wish that you were here with me now to celebrate our second month.. Time have pass so fast it have been two months we being together, and our special day is coming to our way. Do you really willing to stay beside me for rest of your life, i'm really confuse about everything now, like what my sis say no one can predict our future just wish that our love is just like a fairytales never end and everlasting between us.. i just miss you hundred thousand ten thousand hundred thousand million billion zillion lots. Next time i don't even want to be separated with you...

i just hope that you don't mind about my biggest secret that only my secondary school friends know about it, that i feel that about it you will leave me. That why i don't tell you...

i love you only and till everlasting.. <3




Loves,
Karen.C (your loved wifey)

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses





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