MY LOVE FOR LIFE!
.21 August 2007.



My Dearest Dardar, You are still the best and the most caring guy that i find in my life, thank you for loving me & thank you for every bits of moments you given to me. This song below is specially for you, This song 'Present' is a wonderful song i might not know what he singing but i know is a song that for a wonderful person in life, You are a guy who cares, loves and concern about me. 11 Days to ours Fourth Months Together, i have drew and something special for you, Every month i will draw for you to show my love for you & something that can be use. Still counting down 4 years 1 month & 1 day to a really special day in life, waiting for that day to come.Thank You & Sorry for those things that done for this 4 months & 21 days, making you so tired to make me happy and sometimes cheering me up when i'm down, sometimes making you angry for my attitude & temper, making you worry about me when i'm sick or didn't take good care of myself. My job now is to be a good girlfriend & taking good care of you till old, wish to be your future wife & your future kids mum. (= i love you my loved Dardar & only you, Hope that i can see you tomorrow, missing you very much, lots of kisses & lots of hugges.

You my Super Hero that i love! (=



With loves,
KAREN (deardear)

I MISS EVERY LITTLE THINGS & MY ONLY LOVE I MISS HIM THE MOST!
20 August 2007



Dardar, Just one day didn't see you like few millions years never see you already. Just wish that we can see each other each and every day, Not only weekends only. Sometimes i'm thinking if i'm your Full-time or Part-time Girlfriend or even only weekends Girlfriend, Wish that we have more time spending together. Can i ask you here in my blog, Will you willing to married me in Four years time? or you just waiting to go Japan to married with a japanese? Sometimes i'm think is guys all the same, Hurting a girl in the end, saying nice things and make the girl so in love with them and abandon them in the end. Now a days Young couples get married and have kids and divorce, I don't want a life like this, sometimes i'm thinking if i didn't married those things won't happen to me but is just fate if this and that will happen. I want to be with you as long as posssible, i don't mind changing for you because loving a people will willing to change for the person that the person love, i'm so deep in love with you because you are that guy who change my life and renew it. i just want a serious & stable relationship, not like those relationship in the past, Just wish that you are my last Boyfriend and my Husband in Four years time.. i love you SYNN CHAN YONG DE, i willing to spend rest of my life with you and take care of you when you are not well, be with you no matter you are poor or rich, i just want to hold on to your hands tight till always, i really love you with all my hearts & with my whole life loving you. muackie & huggie.



Your loves,
KAREN <3

SWEETHEART SORRY FOR NOT BEING A WONDERFUL GIRL.
19 August 2007


Dardar, sorry again to make you angry, can you don't compare me with others girls, sometimes you just say things to over and that not a joke at all. I know that i'm not pretty, not good looking, have no nice figure, i don't blame you because i feel that i'm not perfect at all myself. Today dardar & me watch the movie BRAVE STORY, the show is nice and the ending song is also nice, the ending song is at the bottom of the page. Today Lunch & Dinner we ate Japanese Food, Lunch i ate fried-rice and Dinner i ate Tofu-Curry rice. I enjoy walking with my dardar from one place to one place holding his hand, wish that i can hold his hand & walk with him till old. I love you, only you alone that i love till everlasting. Muackie & Huggie



Your Loved,
KAREN. (deardear)

SORRY THAT I MISTAKEN YOU, MY LOVE. <3
15 AUGUST 2007 - Wednesday



Dardar, Sorry that i mistaken you that i thought you regreting to have me as your girlfriend. But i'm wrong about it & i should have trust you, sorry all this time i'm showing you attitude, i promise that i will change for you plus you must give me a bit more time to change. I will also slim down for you, give you a special gift on your birthday. i love you Sweetheart, only you & you alone. i will hold on to our relationship tight.. muackie & huggie



With Loves
KAREN

MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH.
11.08.07



Dardar, What happen on Thursday & Friday, just not what i wanted to happen. Maybe you might regret knowing me and having a relationship with me, i might not be as pretty or slim than other pretty nice figure girls, Like what my mummy say to me everytime when i ask her if i'm ugly she will just say "There is No ugly Lady But There lazy Lady that make them ugly", i believe that every single person is unique in their ways they are both in this earth. You think i don't wish to look very pretty and have nice figure, being Nature is better than you do plastic surgery & what if you don't like the way you look after the surgery you also will regret for doing plastic surgery. I don't even want to be like japanese having fake stuff on their body, If you are Naturally pretty than putting or adding fake stuff isn't it better. Sometimes i can just give in to you & let you say me, but can you at least care for my feelings, i'm also a girl who still want pride & got feelings, Sometimes i can just take it & let go but is everytime when we meet up do you know is hurting after sometime. Sometimes i just don't know how to tell you, typing all this into my blogg to let you know my feelings that i wanted to tell you, Not i don't to talk to you face to face just that you can change the subject when i want to tell you. Plus i'm your Girlfriend not a Army person why must you use that kind of tone to me, must answer your question in 5 second & smiling to you whenever i looking at you. I just don't know why this happen, loving you alone is never enough. i miss those smiling times together, Not i don't want to trust you just that what you say to me just keep add on...
I truly love you no matter how you looks, size & even you are poor or rich, i will still love you no matter what happen. i love you, muackie & huggie



Loves,
KAREN <3

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
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