I Love You Honey Dardar!
24.10.07



Dardar & me went out today, Just now he keep making laugh because i wanted to say 2 million i got stuck while saying the two. haha while eating NY.NY we call a meal for two, today he didn't send me home again, miss those days when he send me home. Tomorrow he going Hong Kong already i started missing him, four days without hearing his voice, looking into his eyes, his calls, his sms & lots more. Few more days to our half year anniversary, will be giving him a surprise. Shhh.... Don't tell you what is it yet, on the day itself i will blog up on my bloggie.. Muackies & Huggies, i love you e most and only you alone, i misses you too.. <3



With Lots of Love,
Deardear Karen.

I FEEL SO LOVED BY YOU!
23.10.07



Beloved Dardar, Even after 5 months 23 days i still feel so loved by you, time pass so fast but our love still as new as past. You know how i know that i feel so loved by you? its because every time i look into your eyes the warm and loving feeling that makes me feel so in love, Plus every time when i tell you that someone push me or knock into me you will protect me, yupp like that day on the train was so crowded you hold me so close to me, i'm so protected by you. On Thursday you going to Hong Kong already, i will miss you but i know that you will enjoy your trip over there. Hope that tomorrow can go out with you, see you real soon. i miss you tons lots, i love you more than anything. muackies huggies. <3


With Love,
Karen

SORRY I MISTAKEN YOU.
21 October 2007


Today i went out with dardar synn, we walk around PS and Suntec after that we take mrt to newton to wait for dardar parents for dinner at six avenue. Four more days dardar going Hong Kong with Auntie Susan, He going till Sunday i will be missing him for 4 days.

I now know how much he loves me, i love him as much than he loves me. i love him only. muackies & huggies



loves,
karen

SHOULD I MSG HIM FIRST OR WAITING FOR HIM TO MSG ME???
20 OCTOBER 2007


Since yesterday night till now, he didn't even msg me or give me a call. why must i always be the one call or msg him, plus yesterday is him who call me not to msg or call him while he playing the game. How i know how long he will be in the game? he didn't even leave me a msg at all. Why every time i'm the one who make mistake or do things why every time me? I just don't like the way i'm living now, just keep letting people bullying since young till now. I might look strong outside but real soft inside, why must i always give in to others. Like what maomao say to me " sit down & talk to him " i did but every time after the talk he just take it as a joke, What he promise last time not to hurt me just a empty promise, Guys always break their promise. That why when you know me i don't even believe in relationship anymore and promises make by people. Don't why i just feel so stupid now, the most stupid person in the world that me. Why every time people take avenge on me? How long more can i hold on to this relationship?


sign off,
karen

AM I RIGHT OR WRONG?
19 October 2007



I'm so knock out, i don't know if i have choose a right choice to got into a relationship. I think if in the future i not with you anymore i will live alone by myself, I don't really believe in relationship anymore i am always the one getting hurt. If you found someone better and pretty or even you want to look for Japanese just go for it, just let me know before hand. I know that i don't look pretty, not slim, slow walking & a mute to you. Is really okay that you found someone pretty, slim, walk fast, & who can answer whatever you say. Can i ask you that why are you expecting so much from me? You tell me which girl don't like to be pretty? don't like to be slim? don't want to walk fast? who want to be a mute to someone? all this is a create of God that no one can change. Who don't want to be a perfect girlfriend to their boyfriend, There no one that is 100% perfect. Can you also tell me that if you are me, Don't you get hurt when your own boyfriend say you are ugly, fat, mute or even a pet to him? How will you feel?




sign off,
Karen

YOU ARE ALWAYS MY LOVE.
12 October 2007




Dardar, you are my best & you are the most important to me, anything links to you i will caring about it. you know what during this 5 months & 12 days with you, every moment with you just different each day. what happen today that i almost lost one of our neos, i didn't give up to find that neos that i lost i finally found it before i get off the bus. Every time whenever I'm down or sad i will look our neos and photo or even the funny video i taken of you, you just like my Kai Xin Guo.. You know that just now the hug & a kiss on my head just so amazing that hug & kiss means so much to me, for a long time don't have that feeling already. You always my number ONE, who i want to hold on even more than eternity. i love you my beloved dardar, can't wait to see you this Sunday, starting to miss you already. smooch kiss and huggs huggies.


With love,
Deardear Karen. <3

HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY MY BELOVED DARDAR!!!
1st OCTOBER 2007

Dardar, We been together for 5 months, Thanks for being with me this 5 months taking care of me, looking out for me & loving me. You will always be my sunshine my beloved my hubby my dardar my sweetheart my darling my prince, You are just my everything. What has happen yesterday & today, you have been forgiven i know you don't mean to said those things to me. Being a couple was like a gift every couples is different in their relationship, Nowadays not every young couple can last long if they don't hold on tight, even how handsome or pretty is that guy or girl they don't concern or care for each other. i will like a leech stick on to you tight & never let you go, i love you so so so so so much & the most. muackies and huggies.


With Love,
Karen (Deardear)

KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007


Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses





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