Thanks to those who cares about me. I'm really grateful to you! 09.01.08
I misses those days in the house of God, i'm afraid to walk back in i lost all my faith & courage to face him that i have in the past. I didn't do my job to be a faithful child to God, i not able to call those i brought to church once.. Even him i don't know how to bring him back to church, I'm afraid that God take him away from my life again.. I'm afraid to get hurt again, Thank him for those hurts he cover in the past. In my heart he always my dearest heavenly dad which i love eternally.. I always wanted the guy i love who celebrate my birthday, Christmas & special Occasion with me! which i long for years to God that the guy who celebrate will be the right for my this life, on 1 may 2007 i found him... The 1st guy who celebrate my 17 birthday, On Christmas 2007, New Year to 2008... A guy who i have lots of wonderful memories that i never know this really call Love...
Thanks AL, can bring me back to God? i run away from church is because my cell leader keep calling to bring yong de back to church when he don't even want to go back.. She say is my responsible to bring him back, i try lots of ways to back him back... That why i run away from church & from God...
LOVE me forever 10:03 pm
Tuesday, January 8
Somethings to add on:You have change to someone that i don't know who you really are anymore, i don't put too much hope on you walking this Road with me till old. If next time we didn't got married to each other its okay, At least this our fate to know each other this life! Thank you for giving me those memories that i can keep for my life time, You are my last Boyfriend that i have in my life time this a promise that i tell you before we both get together... Your looks, your smiles, your laughter, your eyes, your nose, your lips, your Hair & every Single things about you i will remember this whole life... I didn't really mind about your imperfection i just love each & every of your imperfection, i didn't really care how my friends say about you i just love you as what you are not what you have!
LOVE me forever 6:35 pm
What is Love to Him? What is a truth Love? 08.01.08
This my First post in 2008, have not post for 8 days alr.. Today was a blue day to me, just bother by things in my life after watching the show Cupid's Prank (Cupid no Itazura). What is Love? I think i have not been thinking what love really is to me, If love is not from heart then where is it from & what is for? Is all love short term kind of thing? I'm always afraid to be alone & don't want to be alone, Why there no one would really understand what i really want & i really needed, Just watch by me Concern about me Be there when i'm alone Hugging me Listening to me & most importantly Loving me with a whole heart! I'm imperfection, Isn't someone who truly love you don't mind about your imperfection even you are so imperfect he will love you no matter what even mock by people around you? I thought i found someone who i can hold till old, Maybe i'm still day dreaming sometimes i'm alone i just feel so hurt. Am i asking too much for someone i love? Can someone tell me by tag on my tag board? Thank you.
One more thing i Just miss you Sisters & my Close friends so much, Thank you so much AN, Shirley, Serene, Steffi, Maomao, Clarissa, Kas, Rosaline, Hwee Peng, Nic Wong, Zhi Yan, Faithe & lots more... (if i didn't mention your name i'm sorry)
Loves, Karen.L
LOVE me forever 5:47 pm
Myself & My Other Half.
KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007
MY WANTED LIST
Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses