Wednesday, January 9
Thanks to those who cares about me.
I'm really grateful to you!
09.01.08
I misses those days in the house of God, i'm afraid to walk back in i lost all my faith & courage to face him that i have in the past. I didn't do my job to be a faithful child to God, i not able to call those i brought to church once.. Even him i don't know how to bring him back to church, I'm afraid that God take him away from my life again.. I'm afraid to get hurt again, Thank him for those hurts he cover in the past.
In my heart he always my dearest heavenly dad which i love eternally.. I always wanted the guy i love who celebrate my birthday, Christmas & special Occasion with me! which i long for years to God that the guy who celebrate will be the right for my this life, on 1 may 2007 i found him... The 1st guy who celebrate my 17 birthday, On Christmas 2007, New Year to 2008... A guy who i have lots of wonderful memories that i never know this really call Love...
Thanks AL, can bring me back to God? i run away from church is because my cell leader keep calling to bring yong de back to church when he don't even want to go back.. She say is my responsible to bring him back, i try lots of ways to back him back... That why i run away from church & from God...
LOVE me forever 10:03 pm