Friday, July 11
11 JULY 2008
Yesterday i went out with Dardar Chan, We have lots of fun too.. (= i Brought a new shoes from Nike, Just love it so much. Dardar Chan Brought me Donuts, Sweets & A very big t-shirt from Hong Kong, you know why i said the t-shirt is big??? It is because my Dearest Dar brought me a guy 's' size top... hahahax. We also watched Hellboy2- the golden army, before that we buy the ticket then walk to Wisma for dinner... Yesterday i ask him a few question, but i not really happy with some of his answer.. I let time take our love through, if we mean to be together we will be together... Am i right??
i will upload the photos tonight...
With Loves,
Karen
Yesterday i went out with Dardar Chan, We have lots of fun too.. (= i Brought a new shoes from Nike, Just love it so much. Dardar Chan Brought me Donuts, Sweets & A very big t-shirt from Hong Kong, you know why i said the t-shirt is big??? It is because my Dearest Dar brought me a guy 's' size top... hahahax. We also watched Hellboy2- the golden army, before that we buy the ticket then walk to Wisma for dinner... Yesterday i ask him a few question, but i not really happy with some of his answer.. I let time take our love through, if we mean to be together we will be together... Am i right??
i will upload the photos tonight...
With Loves,
Karen
LOVE me forever 12:44 pm
Wednesday, July 9
09 JULY 2008
Today is my Chinese Birthday this what Mummy told me, He will also reach Singapore in 1 hr & 53 mins time... How i wish i was at the airport waiting to fetching him, but i know he don't want me to go fetch him so i didn't go.. Today i made strawberry muffin for him, hope tomorrow he can come over... I thinking if he will give me a call once he reach home?? I have not seen him since last Friday, Also not sure he meeting me tomorrow?? My missing of him just so uncountable.
Today i keep looking at the ring he give me, i'm thinking if this ring will always on my finger... Can someone tell me am i loving him to deeply??? Just feel that i'm a bit silly loving him so deep, Loving him more than myself..
Today i walk to Rivervale Mall Ntuc to buy things, walk pass secondary school i miss those days have recess with my best friends siting around me & during PE i love the lesson most, can run with AN & Nic.W i use to be fast runner like them but after secondary school i stop all sports. That why i go out of shape, miss my past figure sporty kind. I just misses every part of my life in secondary school.....
Loves,
Karen.
Today is my Chinese Birthday this what Mummy told me, He will also reach Singapore in 1 hr & 53 mins time... How i wish i was at the airport waiting to fetching him, but i know he don't want me to go fetch him so i didn't go.. Today i made strawberry muffin for him, hope tomorrow he can come over... I thinking if he will give me a call once he reach home?? I have not seen him since last Friday, Also not sure he meeting me tomorrow?? My missing of him just so uncountable.
Today i keep looking at the ring he give me, i'm thinking if this ring will always on my finger... Can someone tell me am i loving him to deeply??? Just feel that i'm a bit silly loving him so deep, Loving him more than myself..
Today i walk to Rivervale Mall Ntuc to buy things, walk pass secondary school i miss those days have recess with my best friends siting around me & during PE i love the lesson most, can run with AN & Nic.W i use to be fast runner like them but after secondary school i stop all sports. That why i go out of shape, miss my past figure sporty kind. I just misses every part of my life in secondary school.....
Loves,
Karen.
LOVE me forever 10:00 pm
Tuesday, July 8
08 07 2008
Today was a life without him again.. He will only be back tomorrow at 11.50pm, i not sure will he call me when he reach home.. I just miss him so much, but hope he enjoy will do.. Today i went school too early, so i go to golden dragon to walk around then i decide to make something for Dardar. I will go learn the basic first then do the thing for Dardar, Hope this year i really can go Japan with him to give him use it... 20 more days to my 18 birthday. This year i want to slim down to 42kg, learn finish dressmaking, japanese lesson & knitting.. I wish that Dardar & i love will last through eternal & wish that Dardar will celebrate my birthday every single year. Dardar Chan i really miss you, hope you will treat me better after you come back....
I'm afraid to be alone, when i'm alone i will start thinking of alot of things, i won't know what to do when Dardar leave me i just felt so blank inside me.. Will he change to another person or even change his heart when he start school.. i really don't know what will happen to me, just Hope all this won't happen.. I was so broken in the past & in darkness world i don't want to return to the past of me.. Dardar to me you are my whole world my everything, someone i wish to see once i open my eyes every morning & someone that i love the most since i give you my love. Can someone tell me what should i do???
loves,
karen.
Today was a life without him again.. He will only be back tomorrow at 11.50pm, i not sure will he call me when he reach home.. I just miss him so much, but hope he enjoy will do.. Today i went school too early, so i go to golden dragon to walk around then i decide to make something for Dardar. I will go learn the basic first then do the thing for Dardar, Hope this year i really can go Japan with him to give him use it... 20 more days to my 18 birthday. This year i want to slim down to 42kg, learn finish dressmaking, japanese lesson & knitting.. I wish that Dardar & i love will last through eternal & wish that Dardar will celebrate my birthday every single year. Dardar Chan i really miss you, hope you will treat me better after you come back....
I'm afraid to be alone, when i'm alone i will start thinking of alot of things, i won't know what to do when Dardar leave me i just felt so blank inside me.. Will he change to another person or even change his heart when he start school.. i really don't know what will happen to me, just Hope all this won't happen.. I was so broken in the past & in darkness world i don't want to return to the past of me.. Dardar to me you are my whole world my everything, someone i wish to see once i open my eyes every morning & someone that i love the most since i give you my love. Can someone tell me what should i do???
loves,
karen.
LOVE me forever 8:58 pm
Monday, July 7
07 July 2008
This my Second post for today, As i have nothing much to do... I missing him as well, just miss his voice & just looking at our photo start missing him. i think he just my everything to me, without him i just felt no strength & just don't know what to do. How i wish he is talking to me on phone now or even stand beside me, 2 more days for him to return... i really miss him alot. i'm going to sleep early today, if not i will start thinking of him again. There two more song below, Enjoy it.
Eternal love,
Dear karen
This my Second post for today, As i have nothing much to do... I missing him as well, just miss his voice & just looking at our photo start missing him. i think he just my everything to me, without him i just felt no strength & just don't know what to do. How i wish he is talking to me on phone now or even stand beside me, 2 more days for him to return... i really miss him alot. i'm going to sleep early today, if not i will start thinking of him again. There two more song below, Enjoy it.
Eternal love,
Dear karen
LOVE me forever 9:39 pm
07 JULY 2008
Today is a windy day, i was listening to two song one after another (be with you by BOA & Time after time by Cyndi Lauper) this two songs is from the movie '10 Promise to my Dog' which i watch two time.... First time is with AN Second time is with Michelle (Sarah sis), Wanted to watch the second time with my dardar but he went oversea... 21 days more to my special day, hope this year will be dardar celebrating with me again will also be the 2nd year celebrating for me.. He is the First Boyfriend that celebrate my birthday for me, thinking what surprise he giving me this year?? A puppy??? hahahax. i always wanted a puppy since young till now..
Now our relationship being better, stronger than in the past. i learn to speak up, handle & solve the problems between us, i want to hold his hand till old & be there when he needs me.. i don't mind how he treat me, At least i know he bring light into my life... wherever he goes i will follow no matter how far, i will do well to make this relationship go well & no matter how tired i am i will hold this relation tight.. This is a Promise to our Relationship. Yesterday he went to Hong Kong till Wed, How i wish i can go along with him.. Should i go Japan with him in Dec??? Hope mummy will allow me to go with him.. Friday me & Him have a very long chat on messaging each other, i now felt he need more of my concern & i don't bear to leave him... No matter how long he take to accept me to take me into his heart i will wait, a true love needs time to build up just like how people can be together till old... i Promise no surgery at any part of my top till toe of my body, i will be myself. last time i thought he want me to go for surgery, but now i know he like how i am than a different person after surgery... i will love him with eternal love.
To my best friend (you know who you are) sorry for not understand you, sorry for all my attitude... But sometimes i just don't know how to get over it, i need time to learn & control my temper.. For friends after so long, i don't wish to lose any friends.. i willing to listen carefully what you are saying, How about you? i felt lonely sometimes, as you know i don't have much close or best friends around that i can share with & who really understand me well... Hope to see you all soon, sorry for everything i done wrong, the attitude & face that i show you.. i don't mean to do it.
With eternal loves,
Karen
Today is a windy day, i was listening to two song one after another (be with you by BOA & Time after time by Cyndi Lauper) this two songs is from the movie '10 Promise to my Dog' which i watch two time.... First time is with AN Second time is with Michelle (Sarah sis), Wanted to watch the second time with my dardar but he went oversea... 21 days more to my special day, hope this year will be dardar celebrating with me again will also be the 2nd year celebrating for me.. He is the First Boyfriend that celebrate my birthday for me, thinking what surprise he giving me this year?? A puppy??? hahahax. i always wanted a puppy since young till now..
Now our relationship being better, stronger than in the past. i learn to speak up, handle & solve the problems between us, i want to hold his hand till old & be there when he needs me.. i don't mind how he treat me, At least i know he bring light into my life... wherever he goes i will follow no matter how far, i will do well to make this relationship go well & no matter how tired i am i will hold this relation tight.. This is a Promise to our Relationship. Yesterday he went to Hong Kong till Wed, How i wish i can go along with him.. Should i go Japan with him in Dec??? Hope mummy will allow me to go with him.. Friday me & Him have a very long chat on messaging each other, i now felt he need more of my concern & i don't bear to leave him... No matter how long he take to accept me to take me into his heart i will wait, a true love needs time to build up just like how people can be together till old... i Promise no surgery at any part of my top till toe of my body, i will be myself. last time i thought he want me to go for surgery, but now i know he like how i am than a different person after surgery... i will love him with eternal love.
To my best friend (you know who you are) sorry for not understand you, sorry for all my attitude... But sometimes i just don't know how to get over it, i need time to learn & control my temper.. For friends after so long, i don't wish to lose any friends.. i willing to listen carefully what you are saying, How about you? i felt lonely sometimes, as you know i don't have much close or best friends around that i can share with & who really understand me well... Hope to see you all soon, sorry for everything i done wrong, the attitude & face that i show you.. i don't mean to do it.
With eternal loves,
Karen
LOVE me forever 9:39 am
Myself & My Other Half.
KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007
MY WANTED LIST
Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses
CHAT BOX.
BESTIEs.
angela
steffi
rosaline
clara
celine
linmin
karylan
kayslyn
sarah
shirley
serene
yvette
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