Tuesday, July 8
08 07 2008
Today was a life without him again.. He will only be back tomorrow at 11.50pm, i not sure will he call me when he reach home.. I just miss him so much, but hope he enjoy will do.. Today i went school too early, so i go to golden dragon to walk around then i decide to make something for Dardar. I will go learn the basic first then do the thing for Dardar, Hope this year i really can go Japan with him to give him use it... 20 more days to my 18 birthday. This year i want to slim down to 42kg, learn finish dressmaking, japanese lesson & knitting.. I wish that Dardar & i love will last through eternal & wish that Dardar will celebrate my birthday every single year. Dardar Chan i really miss you, hope you will treat me better after you come back....
I'm afraid to be alone, when i'm alone i will start thinking of alot of things, i won't know what to do when Dardar leave me i just felt so blank inside me.. Will he change to another person or even change his heart when he start school.. i really don't know what will happen to me, just Hope all this won't happen.. I was so broken in the past & in darkness world i don't want to return to the past of me.. Dardar to me you are my whole world my everything, someone i wish to see once i open my eyes every morning & someone that i love the most since i give you my love. Can someone tell me what should i do???
loves,
karen.
Today was a life without him again.. He will only be back tomorrow at 11.50pm, i not sure will he call me when he reach home.. I just miss him so much, but hope he enjoy will do.. Today i went school too early, so i go to golden dragon to walk around then i decide to make something for Dardar. I will go learn the basic first then do the thing for Dardar, Hope this year i really can go Japan with him to give him use it... 20 more days to my 18 birthday. This year i want to slim down to 42kg, learn finish dressmaking, japanese lesson & knitting.. I wish that Dardar & i love will last through eternal & wish that Dardar will celebrate my birthday every single year. Dardar Chan i really miss you, hope you will treat me better after you come back....
I'm afraid to be alone, when i'm alone i will start thinking of alot of things, i won't know what to do when Dardar leave me i just felt so blank inside me.. Will he change to another person or even change his heart when he start school.. i really don't know what will happen to me, just Hope all this won't happen.. I was so broken in the past & in darkness world i don't want to return to the past of me.. Dardar to me you are my whole world my everything, someone i wish to see once i open my eyes every morning & someone that i love the most since i give you my love. Can someone tell me what should i do???
loves,
karen.
LOVE me forever 8:58 pm
Myself & My Other Half.
KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007
MY WANTED LIST
Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses
CHAT BOX.
BESTIEs.
angela
steffi
rosaline
clara
celine
linmin
karylan
kayslyn
sarah
shirley
serene
yvette
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