Thursday, August 28
28 August 2008
Yesterday dad left my old phone with new battery... After i on my old phone i sit there sending the picture into my new phone, till almost low battery... Dardar came over for breakfast with me, after that we when The Cathy to watch Wall-E... You know what i saw Clarissa when the movie ends while she walking out, At first i didn't know is her so i give a call... But we didn't meet up in the end, So him & i went for dinner... After dinner i follow him around, there when i have my mood swing... I accompany him take train back to Yio Chu Kang, i drop off the cab & take bus home... In the bus i look at the old phone msg those msg he send me, that time he use to call me baobei deardear or even dear... Will he keep his promise? But he have alr break some promises he made & said himself... Why is relationship so sweet at the start & tears in the end? Will we get married in the end?? Only God know & he planned everything, so i lift up all this to Him.. But i don't get it why, sometimes he give & he take away. Is it i done somethings wrong that why he took away, Where's the Joy? Please don't take anyone away from my life again, i don't mind just being silly loving him just don't take him away i just don't want to be heartbreaking again. I just want to hold him, supporting him, loving him, see him from far if he doing good, caring him, concerning him & be there when he needed me, i don't need all his love just let me love him will do...
loves,
Karen
Yesterday dad left my old phone with new battery... After i on my old phone i sit there sending the picture into my new phone, till almost low battery... Dardar came over for breakfast with me, after that we when The Cathy to watch Wall-E... You know what i saw Clarissa when the movie ends while she walking out, At first i didn't know is her so i give a call... But we didn't meet up in the end, So him & i went for dinner... After dinner i follow him around, there when i have my mood swing... I accompany him take train back to Yio Chu Kang, i drop off the cab & take bus home... In the bus i look at the old phone msg those msg he send me, that time he use to call me baobei deardear or even dear... Will he keep his promise? But he have alr break some promises he made & said himself... Why is relationship so sweet at the start & tears in the end? Will we get married in the end?? Only God know & he planned everything, so i lift up all this to Him.. But i don't get it why, sometimes he give & he take away. Is it i done somethings wrong that why he took away, Where's the Joy? Please don't take anyone away from my life again, i don't mind just being silly loving him just don't take him away i just don't want to be heartbreaking again. I just want to hold him, supporting him, loving him, see him from far if he doing good, caring him, concerning him & be there when he needed me, i don't need all his love just let me love him will do...
loves,
Karen
LOVE me forever 10:18 am
Tuesday, August 26
26 AUG 2008
Thanks for all the concern... i fine now... Don't worry. Just now i watch 'Wonderful Life' a Korean show its last episode.... In the end the little girl didn't die, it was a happy ending.. That why i love nowadays Korean Show, But in the front & few days back i cried alot... hahahax. I think all the cried is all worth it for a happy ending... I am thinking if i was suddenly pregnant one day i don't really know what to do, But i'm sure i will gave birth the baby because i don't want to kill a small life... its also a gift from Daddy God.. Plus i loves Baby lots i think i can be the best mummy. My dream age of getting married is 21, Now i'm 18 so three more years to go.... Age of 22 gave birth to my first child... I know some of you think its so young to married & gave birth... i don't want to have a far apart age gap with my child & i wanted Two or Three child, Just like my mummy if got three kids hahahax... People who know me well will know that i play with kids alot & i know how to take care of them... People always ask me why am i always thinking so far, It because everyone must have a dream so they will push them self towards their dream.. I got so many dream that not fulfill yet, that why i running so fast... i don't want to walk slowly i'm afraid till i'm old i still got dreams not fulfill yet.. Some people think that after you get married you cannot do things that you want, Its all wrong... Is see how you handle everything & not tie to your marriage...
Dardar, i'm really so thankful that God put you into my life. Someone i could love, care, concern & hold.. We been together for 482 Days, it seem so many days but i seem so far from you.. i will keep putting love into your heart, i don't know what i will get in return... But i know Daddy God have a Big gift for us...
Daddy God, Thanks for Joy in my life, because happy itself could not fill me up only Joy make me Joyful each day... Being Joyful i will be cheerful too.. Thanks for the sun that shine deep into my heart, Those darkness room in my heart have all brighten up...
Lots of Loves,
Karen Lim
Thanks for all the concern... i fine now... Don't worry. Just now i watch 'Wonderful Life' a Korean show its last episode.... In the end the little girl didn't die, it was a happy ending.. That why i love nowadays Korean Show, But in the front & few days back i cried alot... hahahax. I think all the cried is all worth it for a happy ending... I am thinking if i was suddenly pregnant one day i don't really know what to do, But i'm sure i will gave birth the baby because i don't want to kill a small life... its also a gift from Daddy God.. Plus i loves Baby lots i think i can be the best mummy. My dream age of getting married is 21, Now i'm 18 so three more years to go.... Age of 22 gave birth to my first child... I know some of you think its so young to married & gave birth... i don't want to have a far apart age gap with my child & i wanted Two or Three child, Just like my mummy if got three kids hahahax... People who know me well will know that i play with kids alot & i know how to take care of them... People always ask me why am i always thinking so far, It because everyone must have a dream so they will push them self towards their dream.. I got so many dream that not fulfill yet, that why i running so fast... i don't want to walk slowly i'm afraid till i'm old i still got dreams not fulfill yet.. Some people think that after you get married you cannot do things that you want, Its all wrong... Is see how you handle everything & not tie to your marriage...
Dardar, i'm really so thankful that God put you into my life. Someone i could love, care, concern & hold.. We been together for 482 Days, it seem so many days but i seem so far from you.. i will keep putting love into your heart, i don't know what i will get in return... But i know Daddy God have a Big gift for us...
Daddy God, Thanks for Joy in my life, because happy itself could not fill me up only Joy make me Joyful each day... Being Joyful i will be cheerful too.. Thanks for the sun that shine deep into my heart, Those darkness room in my heart have all brighten up...
Lots of Loves,
Karen Lim
LOVE me forever 1:22 pm
Friday, August 8
080808
Today i notice something, what he done wrong i have forgive him.. But getting hurt myself, on 6 Aug i went to his house i check on his computer things i shouldn't see, today i while i playing the game he ask me to play i found out one more thing that i shouldn't have know. i don't know should i forgive him this time again. I don't know how much things he been keeping behind me, i don't know can i trust in him again... What have done wrong, Why i keep getting hurt again & again? Do i really deserve all this? Who can tell me? Am i really stupid, Ugly, Fat & Useless? I try all my ways to be a good girlfriend, What i get is all this???
Today i notice something, what he done wrong i have forgive him.. But getting hurt myself, on 6 Aug i went to his house i check on his computer things i shouldn't see, today i while i playing the game he ask me to play i found out one more thing that i shouldn't have know. i don't know should i forgive him this time again. I don't know how much things he been keeping behind me, i don't know can i trust in him again... What have done wrong, Why i keep getting hurt again & again? Do i really deserve all this? Who can tell me? Am i really stupid, Ugly, Fat & Useless? I try all my ways to be a good girlfriend, What i get is all this???
LOVE me forever 10:26 am
Myself & My Other Half.
KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007
MY WANTED LIST
Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses
CHAT BOX.
BESTIEs.
angela
steffi
rosaline
clara
celine
linmin
karylan
kayslyn
sarah
shirley
serene
yvette
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