I feel very unhappy & up sad now, feel like crying... Just now got quarrel with him.. i just feel like giving up already, why can't he give in to me sometimes??? i really love him alot... Am i really so ugly, fat & stupid???????? Sometimes i feel sick & tired of how i living now, how i wish i not born out in this world... I'm afraid to be alone, getting hurt & into darkness again... he just call, i don't want him to hear me crying after what he say in the phone.. i ask him to call me later.. I don't get it, Isn't loving someone not because of its looks, figure or even education, Is the feeling & the happiness the person can give you.. Why can't we love my imperfection, why can't he love me of who i am & not what he wanted? I really love him, not because of what he have i love him is because of who he is & i love all his imperfection...
loves, Karen.L
LOVE me forever 10:08 pm
Wednesday, October 1
1st October 2008
HAPPY SEVENTEEN MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY BELOVED DARDAR CHAN!!! Today i didn't go out with Him, As he meeting his friends but its okies at least we went out yesterday...
Loves, Karen
LOVE me forever 9:57 pm
Myself & My Other Half.
KAREN LIM & SYNN CHAN
28 JULY 1990 & 16 NOVEMBER 1986
EIGHTEEN & TWENTYTWO
Palin school of art & design/Kadomay school & SIM<
Our Love Date: 01 MAY 2007
MY WANTED LIST
Honeymoon at Japan, London & Europe
Driving license
A Puppy
New NUM Slippers
Receive Flowers From Dardar Chan
New Bag & Wallet(dardar say December)
New Dresses